YAY!! end of sch for one month!! finalllY!!!!

okey okey so, today, i went training with Zw at the gym.
upper body was wat we trained on..
and ouh my goodness..my hands are feelin numb rite now..
*_*..
okok..thxz dude!!! appreciate the help..

after that my eye started hurting..
i ignored it and sat at the band room.
suddenly out of no where..morrie said:''hey guys! wanna play basketball?''
wow..my arms are already tired after workout and u wan me to play bb?
wow..
so i did..^_^ thats me!! WEEE!!

ok so..playing basketball..and my eye was really starting to irritate my i dont kno why..
then dada said my eye was red..
i looked in the mirror and i was like..uugghh..dame it..
ok so we took a rest from bb..well..me and dada aniwaes..
then, white stuff was like comin out of my left eye..
then i thought to myself..uugghh..infection..
dada was like yeah..eee...

then morrie came..then she said '' ehh ameew!! u got eye infection eh? waliao u and 'arifah the same liao! u two are connected rite?
morrie look.. its jus an eye infection which anyone can get..*ch

ok well.. i hope 'arifah is feeling beer..she hasn't came to sch for two days now..im starting to miss her presence and starting to worry..

hope u get well soon and i'll see you next monday..CHIAO!

awooshies outies!! eye infection..*CH..

look man..i've had enough of ur bullshet..
change ur attitude sikit bole tak? make me an example? HAH!
what about me? im emo? that's crap..the word is reflecting upon my actions and wat i've done wrong.ever heard of it? ouh yeah NO.i do it to prevent myself from blowin up. im not some obnoxious brat with an over-sized ego.not like someone.. i hate u. i hate ur attitude..
if this continues on, well..i'll regret the day i've ever met u. and we can go our own separate ways.
how does that sounds? it looks good to me..

*sigh..

friends.. what do they do? instead of keeping you company and have fun with. they are pretty much useless at some parts of our lives.some even make it worst than what the situation is.
my point is.. friends. they help in studies and having fun. but.. do they share ur pain? do they even stop to listen to u? even for a second? do they deserve to have total trust from u? can they hold ur deepest darkest secret? do they share the burden? and most importantly.. will they be there when your in need?

see? huh..you talk big of your friends. you say your friends are ur life. u cant live without them.
well. u kno wat pal? do ur friends give birth to u? i bet most of them dont even kno or even forget ur birthday.
what the shet am i blabbering here? FAMILY.
what? u cant live without ur friends?..huh..would u have lived at all if not for ur parents? would u have gone to school and make friends if not for ur parents?would u even survive a cold night if not for ur parents warmth?
think about it. ur friends only make up abt 20-40% of ur happiness.
they rest is from ur family.

once ur family is gone.who is gonna help u? whose gonna support u even? life would be different. MAJORLY.
what about your bro's or sis? they are always there to help when ur in need.they are the second closest to u next to ur parents. they can help carry and lighten the burden.

im not saying that friends are unimportant..im jus saying that there's a time and place for friends. ur family is the first priority..

my quote: "LEARN TO LOVE YOUR FAMILY AND YOURSELF BEFORE YOU LEARN TO LOVE OTHERS."


awoosh out.. family, then friends

discreet meeting @ supreme court

yay!! FUAD WEARS BRACES!!! HAH!!!
okok so..yesterday was the south east cdc's discreet meeting..
and wow..the food was awesome..(as alwaes)
but..the cheesecake finish seyy!! waliao!! blueberry cheesecake tau!!!
-__-...sedih..okok so aniwaes..it was real funny seeing aydyl and fuad in superhero costume..and aydyl's costume very..umm..SHOWCASING
if u kno wat i mean..

ok so..we met amirah and nasheed as well..
ouh and nasheed was like staring at teha..hehe
then i said..ehh T..gi kenal kenal sama dia lah..
then T was like..stop it ehh awoosh..
'arifah's one better..''STOP IT LAA!!''
HA! COW! fuyyoh..

ok so..after the meeting amirah wanted to buy some barbell piercings..
so me and fuad was like.. ehh dont ruin ur beautiful face..nanti jadi buruk..then i looked at fuad and i was like.. dont get piercings it will make u look bad..get braces! they will make u look better..haha..and fuad was like..i hate u dude..
hah..nah u dont..we're bro's dude.. we do nonsensical stuff together..
but u do it more than me..so that makes u more nonsensical..HAH!

ok then..fuad was like crazy for cheesecake..after the first bite..woot!!
making love with the cheese and spreadin the love with the cake!!
yeah so..went arnd and arnd which was making my head go right round right round..then we went home...then i showed amirah how we do the SKEDUSH..hah..cant beat the original's..^_^

awoosh out..penat lah seyy..'arifah sibukk...hahah!! tk lah..peace 'arifah!!

so.
i dont wanna talk abt the examinations thingy no more..
it ruins the mood..^_^
i mean like seriously black face..-_-..bangla pon kalah..
hitam manis punyer manis..pekat!

ok so..moo-ving on..
the day at the band room was freakin boring..
and im bored..wait..im fird..okok..i was bored...-_-'''
ok so.
'arifah wasnt around coz she had to go fer the councillors meetin..*ch..
so..there was no life..no excitement in the band room just now..

i was so bored coz there were no one to talk to!! i mean..there were a few peeps but i didnt had the mood..u kno me..-.-
still disappointed abt the art tho..i should atleast get 60+..my prepatory work worth more marks than that man!! ouh well..at least i passed..ehhh wait!! im not suppose to talk abt exams rite..aiyyoh!!..

k so..jus now was supercalifragilistically BOORRIINNGG!!!!!
no 'arifah no life..haha..and life is dull..

story ends here..
awoosh gembeng out!

for a day which started off very gloomy, it really is a great day..
loads of fun and even MORE LAUGHTER..hehe..
ok so..i'll start from he beginning..
yeah today was phy and chem paper..and wow..
it was fun..haha..

ok so..after school i was like..uhh..wat a boring day.. ouh and nt to mention i've been carrying the cupcake everywhere i go..haha..but atleast i finally gave it to her..hah!!
yeah..but too bad she's fasting today..aww..
ouh well..so we went to republic poly and i was like still ANTI-SOSIAL(not emo)
yeah..so..a few mins after we sat down and started with the art..i was all blabbering jibberish and cracking some random jokes..
the best one was : who was the first guy to ever found his D**K..
and everyone was like..O_O..and we laughed..
dada was like..trying to not laugh but cant..cian dier.. ooo im good..

ok so..wow..i've never cracked so much jokes before..hehe..ouh and i made dada laugh for like more than 20 mins..awesome!!! guiness world record..
ok lame..THE best day i'e had with 'arifah,davina and aman..
great day..
yea so..tomoro is the day where..OUH SHET happens..^_^ weeee..

so good luck to all art students!! may u all pass with flying colours!! ^__^ peace!!!

awoosh out!! ouh and abt the cake thingy..i reALLy hope that u like it.. i mean..yeah..its special k? hehe..enjoy 'arifah!! and srry for the troubles i've caused to u..haha 14 choc chips..not including the one that u found...-_-'''...haha peace and good luck!! ^_^

so..yeah..
i only can say one thing rite now..
*breathe in*
*holds breath*
*screams* : AAIIIYYYOOOHH!!!!! A MATHS!!! aHHH!!!! its so frustrating..eeeee!!! macam nak makan lemon cheesecake gituu...-_-..

uurrgghh.. ouh and art lagi..
*cries*.. mcm mane ni..
stressness its at its maximum..
pressure is too great!!
aaaaahhhH!!! headache!! aiyooh!

uuhh..im pathetic..ok back to my studying..

awoosh out..i see no glimmer of hope..

'ARIFAH ' AQILAH !!!!!!!!
i jus wanna say that im sorry..i was the one who started it..
it's my fault..please tell ur mom that its my fault so that you wont get scolded..
i really really really really hate to see you cry..
i wanted to wipe ur tears away.. but i was scared..
i felt so useless..i didnt kno wat to do..
i..i couldnt touch u..

aniwaes..this was the 1st time u cried infront of me.. u are a strong girl 'arifah..
i kno u are..
seeing u cry for the first time.. i think u are going through loads of problems..
im sorry i couldnt be there at the time i was needed..
im sorry i asked u to come along with me.
im sorry because of me, u got scolded..
because of me..u didnt went home early..
im really really truely very sorry..

well..today i spent my whole day with 'arifah..wow..
thanks for a great day.. i hope u had a great day..despite wat happened..
thanks for being with me the whole day..
and sorry if i accidentally touched *ehem* the mrt was crowded!!!
sorry sorry!!..
and i love ur company..sorry i left u alone while i was having the meeting..
i was so caught up with the rhya thing i forgot abt something more precious..
and the warmth of my jacket..i jus hope that it has warm u up so that u wont feel so cold..
^_^..
and i appreciate u keeping me company..


yo dealya!!! wassup yo!! thxz for the chat..u really are the best person to talk to wen sad..
thxz lah ehh!! thank you very much..and im sorry for staring..haha..O_O
peace yo sista!! SKEDUSHIES!!

so i end my post with 14 sorries.. to my friend 'Arifah 'Aqilah Bte Rahmat
SORRY sorrie sowie SRRY SORREESS mAAf SOOORRRIIEEESSS
SORY SORI MINTA MAAF $0rry!! S.O.R.R.Y SORRY!!!!!!!!

awoosh out.. im sorry..

yeah so..im sorry abt the last post..
im just scared u kno..
i mean..i did that becoz..
becoz i could feel that i was gonna blow..
u kno..with the stress and all..
it's not gonna be pretty if u kno wat im sayin..

so..im tending to my swelling foot after a long day of soccer..
and dame..my uncles are pure ruthless..
i mean..dude its jus a game..
ouh and we went east coast..yesterday jus in case u were wonderin..
so..yeah..lecak seyy!!
lol..
my uncle slip and fell..wait correction..my uncles slip and fell..
the right..mom and dad the other way round ..they didnt slip and fell..
they fell asleep..

ok LAME..lol..so im back to my lame jokes and my outrageously not funny attitude..
and..
its safe to say that im back to feelin great..after yesterday
thx yall's!!! thanks alot for the pain-filled day uncles!! u rock!!..
wen they say break a leg during a competition they meant good luck not break someone else's leg..u hear? lol but thxz aniwaes..
uurrgghh stupid lame jokes...i likeee..hehe. okok stop.

ouh and thank you 'arifah. thanks for pujuk-ing me
and well..it makes a difference.i appreciate.
i'll promise that it will not happen again.srry for the pain u saw..
its all too hard to hold back u kno?
the feeling wen u jus simply dont care anymore and u feel that life's not worth living..
dont worrie..im fird and awoosh is who i'll always be.
thxz for stickin by me..ouh and tell poh,vani and chin teng that im sorry for giving them the pathetic face..
it was a hard day..wat u expect?
ok so wats past is past rite?

yeah..c'mon world give it ur worst in the end. i'll be the one laughing at ur downfall..Muuaahhahahaha!!!..
ehh wait..if the world dies..thenn...O_O.. ouh crap. shheesh..im really good at this whole crap..lol im good..

awoosh out!

THAT IS IT LAH..
i've had it with the world.
i mean 1 bad luck a day is no problem but a few of it at one time?
im tellin u i've had it with the world..

cmon!! a maths no matter how much effort..i cant seem to hit atleast a 50% pass..
i cant seem to understand..

another thing is.. why do i get the blame for something i didnt do?!
F**k u lah!! i've had it with ur obnoxious behaviour u B*cth*s!
its up to u effin idiots to believe me..

one more is that stupid TLH... idiot..mind ur own beaswacks lah M***erF**ker!!
u dont like wat u see? jus STFU, turn around and GF urself B**ch!!

ouh and wat a great day for my ez-link card to go faulty..i mean WTF!!
aarrgghhh... jus once.. JUST ONCE cant life be the way i wanted it to??
so i had to walk home today..huh..


thanks alot..
awoosh out.. F**k THe WORLd...
I DONT GIVE A BLOODY DAMN..

wow..jus came back from a good long walk with adli..and now its 10.49p.m..
awesome..
haha..man adli really is a great kid..
i mean i love his enthusiasm..
and its been awhile since i've had a good long conversation..
awesomeness..

well mr patrick said we should chill out on the eve of our exams..
so..we did..
haha
unfortunately it was onli me and adli but it was great..

we talked abt alot of things..
awesome..hope we could do it again some day..
good luck to all my peeps for the upcomin MYE tomoro..

peace ya'lls!!!

awoosh out!

hey guys!!
woot im back!!..
from where? from batam!! haha..

batam was great..i mean..besides the dizzy ferry ride..uurrgghh..
it was a great weekend..^_^
but however..the 1st day wasnt very nice..
ok we got to batam..we unpacked at a hotel named novotel..
and went to a mall..
we spent alot of time in the mall..but until it was abt to close we realised something was missing..
MY LITTLE SISTER

she was gone!! i mean..we searched high and low but we couldnt find her..
everyone was like scared.. in my mind i was like shet its all my fault..
i was careless!!!...
after a few hours of desperate looking we finally found her in a store very far away from where we were..
alhamdulillah..

so yeah..after that day..i really took care of her..
so..blah blah blah too long of a story to tell coz i gtg now..haha..tell ya next time..

awooosh out!!

yeah yesterday was great..,
happy birthday aidil!! ^_^
haha..ouh thxz dada for inviting me to join u guys...if nt..yesterday would have been very dull..^_^

wow..didnt kno that aidil's bro is such a nice guy..thxz for the tips!!! haha..im stickin to army..police seram..nanti perempuan bully..then after that i'll have a fear of girls again..
*sigh...haha.. well..yesterday at aidil's house alot of food!!! woot...but unfortunate i cant eat too much..coz..during recess time yesterday..an oheya chip pierced through my upper gum..ouchies..
but atleast i ate something..'arifah was like very degil..she still wants me to eat..

GGrrr...'arifah..'arifah..cicak..

lol ok random..after that..went to watch them play video games and watch pretty darn good games that at the end of it nice looking pictures appear..haha..cool..

ok so..yesterday was the first time..i repeat...THE 1ST TIme.. i walked home this year with 'arifah...woot!!.. it was fun..it was great..haha..crack some jokes(all of them made no sense)

for the last time 'arifah mutton is lamb. beef is lembu ^__^
haha..blah blah blah..while walkin with her..i remembered the good and the bad times we had while walking..but all of it was good..
*sigh...good times...gd times..
^____^

so yeahs today going batam and now im bidding my final farewell to singapore..hehe..

peace yalls!!!

ouh and thx 'arifah 'aqilah for accompanying me walk..it was great of u..hope u didnt get scolding for that..if u did im so so srry..

but thxz for the great afternoon..^__^

awoosh out!!! TO BATAM!!!!!