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Monday, April 26, 2010

english oral examination

WAHAHAHAHA!!!

OMG!! today's oral was the best oral examination evar!!
1stly: i made the teacher smile..
2ndly: i made her laugh too..
3rd: speaking of racial harmony..i told her im a RHYA-ian.
4th: when she gave me a quote, i reply with another quote and she said: wow firdaus, impressive..

WAHAHAHA

how could that not be the best oral ever?

last but not least.. i had fun chit chatting with her..
hehe..
thanks ms farhana?
wahaha..
idk..
new teacher..

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aniwaes..2.4km run today again..
wahahaha..
love running..
hehe.. just now couldnt run well..
my heart started giving problems again and
something wrong is going on with my right foot..
i cant explain it..but i just continued running and never stopped..

yeah..i got the stamina..
but i really cant do it without the support my classmates showed me..
wow..
awesome lah you guys all..

ruhhaidi,haziq,weijun,zhaowei,'arifah,syafiqah,syafinaz,dada,fakhriah,iffah,munirah,nurul,fadeelah..

hehe.. thanks for cheering me on..
im proud to call you my friends.

^_^..

then..

while mr loke annoucin the results..
my leg started feeling funny..
nearly cramped up so i stood up fast to avoid cramping..
then..
the worst happened..

as i walked to mr star's class..
my feet were hurting like mad..
wow..
every step i took was like walking on fire..
it friggin hurts..

even now it still hurts..
maybe i strained my foot somehow..
salah urat ker..
entah lah..

and to top it all off..
the cuts and scrapes from yesterday
when my adek was playing balls in the room and accidently hit the ceiling light..which fell and broke into a million pieces..
and unfortunately..i was the only casualty..

thanks arh adek..
ouh and thank you foot..
you've really hurt me now..
literally..

-_-

hahaha...

'arifah!! your amaths book 2 is with me!! MUAHAHAHAH!!
dont worry, i'll keep it safe..


awoosh out!!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

exiled..

hmm..im not sure why but..

i feel like im being isolated..
this is really wierd coz..
i've been feeling useless lately..

and..

*sigh..
im having a bad week here..
1st thing..my friend here..whom i shall not name..
he has this problem.. which is..his life..
and he wants to end it..

and..ugh..
i dont wanna talk about it..

and then comes the miscommunication..
between me and 4..

coz she thought that i thought that we both miscommunicated and i believe it was my fault..
-_-..
my post was referring to this other friend of mine..
who dont believe in love anymore..
then..
when i read 4's blog earlier today..

and..she also stated she " doesnt believe in love "

what a long winded miscommunication this is..

and im feeling the effects..
coz..

im guilty for this miscommunication..
both of these people dont seem to talk to me anymore..
so i can conclude that im useless..

well..i tried to save you my friend..

4, i honestly didnt read your blog yesterday..i didnt know..
*sigh..
im the one to be blamed for the miscommunication..

*sigh..

im isolated..

awoosh out..

Saturday, April 24, 2010

*sigh..just ignore the last post..

*sigh..

no way..
no way..

i will not stop believing..

14 quotes..

i live by it..
by hook or by crook..
i will fulfill what i promise myself..

if you want to bring me down..
go ahead..

i will rise up again..

believe me..

you are the last mistake im ever going to make..
im not gonna feel sorry for you..
hmm..

up to you to live your own life..

i've practicallly had it with you and your bullshet..
you dont believe in love?
your problem..

i still believe in love..
hmm..
isyallah..it will stay with me till the end of time.
believe it..
coz i still believe in my loving friend..

you on the other hand..up to you to start loving..
if not then..
there's no point in living life either..

i wish you the best of luck in life..

hmph..that is..if you still want to live it..


i know this is not the time for being all lovey-dovey and such..
but,
i just want to reassure..that i still love you my loving friend.
*sigh..times are hard..but please..dont let go..
keep holding on..

and you my friend..
i say it again..
there's no point in me trying to fight for you..if you yourself dont fight for yourself..

I STILL BELIEVE..

please..dont break my heart now..

awoosh out..

yeah..you never fail..

to bring me to the lowest depths of my emotions..

huh..you really LOVE to drag me into the pit of hate..

you really LOVE to see me suffer at the end of the day..

you really have no heart..
hmph..
no wonder you dont trust..
coz..you dont believe..

im digusted by the way you planned your filthy life..

hmm..

let me tell you my friend..
there are more to life than death..
there are friends..
there are family..

more importantly there is love..

why are you so afraid to love someone?

is it coz you've been rejected too many times before?

heh..proves my point exactly..

human being's gratest fear is rejection..

huh..you say you suffer from a former puppy dog love relationship..
thats not a reason why you should stop loving..

aniwaes..

about your damn life..

you are still young..
you still have time to change your destiny..

if you dont believe..
then..whose gonna believe for you?

as a friend..

im doing all i can to save you from this..
but if you are not fighting against the darkness..
then..
this is already a lost battle even before it began..

please my friend..

do not do this..

i beg of you..

*sigh..

you really love to break my heart eh?
love to see me break down..

sometimes i wonder..
why do i have such a caring heart..
i mean..
as a guy..
i shouldnt be this caring..

ugh.. my weakness..
*sigh..

thanks arh..

baru semalam dah happy..
you ruined my day..
how great is that..

thank you..

you really thought me not to believe anymore..

awoosh is gone..

im ready

*inhale
*exhale

alrite..
after yesterday's pleasent chat with honey(after soo long)
and after yesterday's mother tongue paper
and after yesterday's meeting..
and just now's awesome sleep..

I AM READY FOR A LONG DAY TODAY..

muahahaha..

not sad about my lost shoes anymore..
lol..

but still..
hmm..

lol..aniwaes..

going for tuition rite about now..and all the way till 5+ is madrasah.

yessah..

im ready world..

then maybe after that i'll do some art..

hehe..

thanks honey..
great to chat with you again after a long time..
hehe..

happy always kay?

muahahaha..

^_^
smile always and always smile.

peace.
out.

awoosh out!!

=D

Friday, April 23, 2010

EXAM PERIOD BEGINS.

alrite so.. umm..uhh..

^_^ hee..

okok..

so today had our mid year mt paper..
1 and 2 ofcourse..

hmm..

im not gonna say anything about it.
just smile and wave..

^_^

*wave wave*
_________________
aniwaes..

still bummed out though..

*sigh..

how could i lose you.
you were so dear to me..
why did you leave me especially now?
*sigh..
i lost you on wednesday..

and now..
*sigh..
miserable like..
yeah..

mom asked why i soo moody after wednesday..
i told her,i lost you.
mom only sighed.. and said..
dont worry..

there are others..
besides..
no point being sad..
awoosh,now is not the time to be concerned about silly things like losing you.
and..yeah i agree..
its very friggin stupid..
*sigh..

goodbye you..

i'll miss you..
those times..
the great run we had..
*sigh..

goodbye..
_______________

lol..

now that's out.. im out..

wahahaha!!

ouh btw..
well.. this sounds kinda wierd rite?
i know this kinda sounds like im referring to a person?
lol..but im not..

its just that..
I LOST MY SHOEE!!!

-_-|||

so sad..

grr..

so dont terase ahh..

hehe..
_________________

so im currently at RHYA meeting rite now..
haha..
using the com here..
lol..
and..im bored waiting for the people to come..
maybe i'll go sleep first..
yeah..thats a good idea..

haha.. alrite imma go..now..
yeap..

awoosh out.. *sigh..byebye converse shoe..

Thursday, April 22, 2010

you just reassured my fears

why thank YOU for reassuring my fears..

hah..
never thought this day would come..
but well..

nothing lasts forever..

heh..

didnt see it coming though..
i must admit..
that caught me by suprise..

but i guess..

it's all over now.

i dont wanna suffer anymore..
i dont wanna carry that burden..

fyi..it hurts..

heh..but what do you know..

my feelings are insignificant to you lah..
so..
i guess im nothing in your presence..

^_^

im abit sad but ouh well..
that life i guess..

and you are the last mistake im ever gonna make.

^_^

________________________

today headache!!

WAHAHAH..
aiyoyoyo..
my head goes boom boom pow..
during physics..
and all the way to AEP..

wahahaha..

thank you rain for quenching my mind..
ahh..refreshing..

lol..
well not only the rain lah..

ghaf and malay boys prayed at cikgu zaetun's class..
wahaha.. amek air wuduk..
then my mind started to feel better..
after solat..
wow.. my mind so much clearer..

wahahaha..

alhamdulillah..

*sigh..

still sad though..

i lost my shoe..
*sigh..

ouh well..

i lost my mind. i lost my mood.then, i lost my shoe. i just hope that i wont lose you.

awoosh out

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

NAPHA TEST!

wahahah.. AWESOMEEE!!!

lol..

quite..disappointing..

at one station..or two..

lol..

what have i improved?

standing broad jump.. last year-205cm
this year- 212cm

sit ups..last year-45
this year-48

shuttle run.. last year-12.5secs
this year-11.10secs

_________________

i must say.. THE BLOCK FELL OUT OF MY HAND!!!
WTF?!!..

RESTAKE SHUTTLE RUN!!!
WAHAHAHA..

and 2.4 too!

^_^..
last time was just the warm up..

next time is the real thing..

^_^

cant wait for that..

___________________

thank you all who supported me and motivated me..

creds to zw..
if not.. i wouldnt have beaten him in sit ups.. wahahaha!!

zw situps-42
me situps-48

WAHAHAHAHA!!!

good game..

awoosh out.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

we all need one..

WAHAHAHAHA!! someone GOT PIMPLE!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHA!!

dah mature seyh..
lol..

ker stress?
ALERMAk...

O_O..

hehe..

aniwaes..

i was just staring at mom and dad's
picture when they were young..

ahh those two love birds..
haha..
so cute..

mom so pweety!
hehe..
back then..
now.. SHE BEAUTIFUL..
^_^

how did they met actually..
hmm..
still puzzles me..

all i know is..
dad really love my mummeh..
lol..

mom shared how he used to sacrifice loads of things..
for her..
but still..not forgetting whats important in life..
hehe..
ahh dad..ouh dad..

so lucky to have mummeh..

i love u both lah..

lol.. quite fascinating really..
to find out about the past..
how time flies..

i looked at the baby picture..
of me..
wow..
i've grown soo much..

mom and dad didnt disappoint me..
now..
its my turn to not disappoint them..

watch me conquer my O levels..

^_^..

i'll do you proud.

_________________________

hehe.. continue watching me..

^_^


awoosh out

Monday, April 19, 2010

hmm..

WaAHAHAHAHA!!

so..today..2.4km run..
and um..
hehe..
my timing suxs.. YOU KNOW WHY?
coz i wanna retake..wahahaha..
i know..sounds stupid..
its just that..
the shoes i ran in..not suitable..
i dont like to run in the hot and humid and endless loop around the carpark..
its so friggin tiring..

i'd rather run 3 rounds around school than run 14 rounds around carpark..
-_-

ya lah.. complain complain complian jer lah aku nii..
-_-..

but during today's run..i look up at the sky..
the clouds were beautiful..
i was lost..
haha..
before i knew it.. 10 rounds past by so fast..
hah..
nice..
but i had an uneasy feeling..
in my heart..

then..
during star's class..
*this may sound wierd* but..
my heart hurted so dame badly..
heart cramp..
crap..it hurts.. so i went toilet..
refill my bottle..
this is no joke..
ouch..

aniwaes..
SO DAME LETHARGIC..
yesterday go johor help with construction..
my grandfather extending the house..
wow..
cool cool!

^_^ i loike!

so.. today very the.. Ughh.. *gloomy..*worn out..

just now during mother tongue AEP..
'arifah slept on her table..
then i also tempted to just close my eyes..
and just doze off..
so..
nice..
the wheather was supporting me..

grr.. but then..
u know lah..
class and all..
i shall not slack anymore..

ok.. so im back here..

researching on art still..
got loads of ideas already! MUAHAHAHAA!!!


awoosh out!!

Friday, April 16, 2010

O_O

my eyes going bonkers..


wahahaha..
nice..
grr..

aniwaes..

finally walked..
from sembawang to woodlands..
after like.. AGES..

all i can say is.. WOW..
never felt so wonderfull..so stressfree..so..tiring..so hot..
all at the same time this year..
WAHAHAHA..

well..
otw to our destination..
we talked about banglas..
and.. that sorta stuff..
how to promote them without indirectly demoralising them..
wahaha..

she asked me a question..i never thought she would ask..
excellent question..
i answered it honestly..
hope my answer satisfies you.
^_^..

and i realised that..

my " I SHOULD's " comes first..
however, my " I WANTS " will come later in life.

im still young.. i have nothing to worry about.
i shouldnt regret my life..especially now..
im 16 this year.. i have to enjoy life.. make the best out of things..
and just.. live my life to the fullest i guess..

^_^..

well said?

i dont know..

_______________________________

thanks 4 for the walk and everything else that comes after..
^_^..

oo..and the chocolate too..reminds me of the past..

WAHAHAHA..

thanks again..
________________________________

ouh and to reply to ur friendship letter you gave me the other day..

i will always be your loving friend too.those times..the memories. will be cherished.the walks..the talks..the laughs..the arguments..the "i love you" letter..etc. i would like to thank you for all you have sacrificed for me. all the time u wasted because of me. i would like to say sorry for the times you cried because of me. i guess, without you.. i would still be punching walls and regretting life about now.. halfway dead towards the O levels. thank you for being such a great friend. for believing in me. for accepting me for who i am. as a friend. as a loving friend. as a person you can always count on. a friend like you is a one in a million. im greatfull for having you in my life. as my loving friend. do remember that 1444 still lives. its all up to the 4 to 414.. ^_^. thank you once again

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

grr...

im so hating the constant weather changes..

its really deteriorating my health..

since the start of this constant change..
i've been getting ill more often..

i mean.. PHYSICALLY..
not mentally..

so..i've just taken my temprature..
its 38.3 degrees..

and yeap..

i've been coughin like mad since i came home..

and now..it started raining..again..

-_-

aniwaes..

hope i'll be better tomoro for RHYA meeting..

please be on..

dont be like last time..

one thing i hate most when im sick is..

i tend to blabber or talk gibbereish..
i really cannot control what im saying or typing..
im sorry if i mispronounce/mis-say somethings..

hey.. my minds totally weak rite now..i should get some rest..

-_-..

awoosh out..

Sunday, April 11, 2010

last day before school starts.

im not at my best today..

lol..

sick sick sick sick..

non stop.

flu here..flu there..
cough cough cough..
rub rub rub
sneeze
achoo
rub head
migraine migraine
feel so sick
woot woot..

i can literally make a techno remix out of it..
wahaha..

head poundin like boom boom..

my heart is the base going *DUX DUX DUX DUX*
literally beatboxing in my chest..

wahahaha..

i love the warm feeling my body feels when im sick..
but it totally suxs to have running nose..
i dont have the energy to play catching..

-_-..

wahahaha..

lalalalala...

hmm..=/

i wonder..

where do babies come from?

really puzzles my mind..

probably they pop out from the clouds and drop down to earth into their cribs..

lol..ahh..

that makes sense..

awoosh out!!


BABIES FALL OUT FROM THE SKY!!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

WADDUUUUUUUHHH!!!

today..cramps all over..

my fingers are numb..

my muscles are aching..

when i woke up in the morning..

i was greeted by a sharp pain on my left ribcage..

damn painfull!!

wahahaha..

but no choice lah..
no one would believe me so..
carried on the day..doin usual stuff..
and enduring the agonizing pain..

wahaha..
very fun..
tuitio teacher tried to kill me with differentiation with logarithms..
he was like.. ok lets try something new..

solve this..
i look at the question and i was like..O_O
didnt mrs goh said that differentiation no logs?
OMG!!!!...

if this comes out for exams im screwed..

lol..NAH!!

the logarithms require abit more brainwork..
other than that..the steps are all..
the same..

after that..
went to madrasah..
lol..

ustazah was like.. firdaus? asal pegang pegang badan kamu tuu? gatal eh?
bukan lah ustazah..ribcage saya sakit..
sakit? macam mane bole sakit? ni mesti main kasar ker main wrestling ni tau..
ehh takder lah cikgu..saya maen tug of war semalam..salah position arh..
ouh..patutlah..

-_-|||

AWK-WARD..

aniwaes..

im literally freezing myself to death..
just to make this feeling on my chest numb..
so that i wont suffer as much..

and i tell ya..
moving around today..
was a freakin challenge..
i kinda got a feeling of a handicap..

alhamdulillah im not..

awoosh out..

Friday, April 9, 2010

another sports day ended with a bang.

awesome stuff..awesome stuff..

kudos to all participants!!

aniwaes..

had tug of war just now..
and i must say..
DAMN SHIOK LAH!!

wooh!

although i would love to complain about my hands burning..my calf muscles killing me and all..
i'd say..that was the i mean.. THE best house games evar..

awesome..

aniwaes..

about the green confetti paper zila gave 'arifah..
i have no idea why she gave you that..
lol..

______________________

after everything..

went for friday prayers with ghaf..
invited him over to my place..
and chilled until bout 5.50pm..
then we met up with randolph,weijun,shipeng and zhaowei..

ate seoul garden and now..
i officially smell like one too..
lol..

aniwaes..THANKS RANDOLPH OL' BUDDY OL' PAL..

after eating seoul garden..

of to watch movie!

originally wanted to watch clash of the titans..
but then.."SOMEONE" said it suxs..
so we watched how to train your dragon..(for me..again)
ahh..
shiok!

love it..

aniwaes..

playtimes over..

tomoro start work again..

better be prepared..

make it or break it..

AWOOH AWOOH AWOOH!

awoosh out!!

Thursday, April 8, 2010

YESSAA~~!!

woot!! survived another week in school!!

and just a few more weeks till exams..=/
great..

until then..i will prepare myself accordingly..

alrite..

the S.U.P.E.R achievers boost just now for CLD..
was AWESOME!!

ahh.. i miss the good old days..

exams are coming..and what better time to get motivated..

WAHHOOO..

ouh yeah!!

a lil confidence and thought renewall boost..

awesome..

_____________________________________

another long day at A.E.P..
but hey..
its for the better..

im so hyped up on learning..
i will try to keep this momentum..
at this pace..
the exams next three weeks will be conquered..
WAHAHAHA!!!

yeah..

ok..dont get too over confident yet..

three more weeks..

make it..or break it..

^_^

lets go..


awoosh out!

Monday, April 5, 2010

today..was freaky?

haha..started the day off with a smile..
wahaha..
zw seems damn happy about his fantsies thingy..
O_O..
i dont quite understand his fantasies..
-_-

lol

aniwaes..
the whole day was so enjoyable..
haha..me and zw crackin jokes all throughout the day..
damn..

aniwaes..
P.E..2.4 again
and..have i slacked?
no..it must be the wheather..ITS SO DAMN HOT JUST NOW..
halfway through..i couldnt breathe..
i was like..grr..
im not gonna do this again..
go go go..
luckily got someone cheering me on..
give me extra strength..
haha..
THANK YOU!

aniwaes..
my timing..was 14.44 minutes
hmm..
worst timing this year..
damn..
i just love the hot/humid wheather..
makes running so so much easier..

aniwaes.. today had a long day..
after school played the piano..well..
only three songs..
iyaz-solo
five for fighting- superman
owl city- vanilla twilight

well..im learning solo now..haha..
WOOH!!

damn..im beat!
mt classes till 5..
in between had a short break..
i took a short nap..coz my eyes were so heavy..
when i woke up..
my vision was blurry..
seriously damn blurry!!

when i stepped outside the classroom when the thing was over still blurry..
i went to the toilet and checked my eyes..
ouh..dont tell me i have to wear specs again..
-_-|||
then while i was walkin out the school gate..
i stumbled on a few tiles on the carpark..

i think some of the peeps saw..
then when i walked out of the school gate..
all i could see was..blur..blur..and more blur..

so..i shook my head all the way..
until at the mrt station..
i finally can see abit clearer..

damn..that was a wierd experience..

astaghfirullah..

alrite..

i've nothin more to say..
__________________________

hmm..yeah..i read ur diary..
so..
O_O..
what are you trynna say here?

__________________________

i just simply cant care for some people anymore..
its just that the feelings are fading away..
=/
i guess life would be better without you.
and i plan on livin my life to the fullest thank you very much.
u are just a barrier in between me and my happiness..
why should i care for a person who doesnt care for me?

the golden rule : treat others the way you want others to treat you.

so..if i treat u..and u dont treat me the same..
i guess its no different than me not treating you is it?

haha..
good..

^_^

adios amigos!
see ya..wouldnt wanna be ya..

awoosh out!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

enjoying the day while i still can

well..yesterday was a real dumb bumbasckets..

-_-..but look on the bright side!

i bought new shoes! WAHAHAHAHA!!

WOOT!! thanks dad!

awesome.. damn love my new shoes!

HEY..I PUT MY NEW SHOES ON AND SUDDENLY EVERYTHIN IS RIGHT..
I SAID..
HEY..I PUT MY NEW SHOES ON AND SUDDENLY EVERYTHING IS RIGHT..
SHORT ON MONEY BUT LONG ON TIME..
SLOWLY SOAKIN IN THE SWEET SUNSHINE..

- PAOLO NUTINI-NEW SHOES


NICE SONG NICE SONG..

ANIWAES.. STARTING THE DAY OFF RIGHT..
RECITE A COUPLE OF SURAH'S..
and off to my daily..dull..boring..*insert words that describe a feeling of discontent or total blandness of life*

see..there i go again..-_-..

i cant help it.. im a thinker..and a hugger too..and a cheesecaker too..
wait..the last one doesnt make sense..O_O...

lol..

aniwaes..i love my new shoes..

watch out world..here i come..
with my new pair of green puma shoes!!

HELL YEAH!!

ouh you..yeah you..

*insert expletive here*

boo to you too!! JACKsAShS

awoosh out!!

boomz boomz.duhh...O_O

ok..today..didnt go as i expected it to..

i mean..

1stly.. THERE WAS NO PICNIC IN THE FIRST PLACE!! OUH MY GOSH!!!-_-|||

2ndly.. I CANCELLED THE OUTING WITH HONEY FOR NOTHING!! OUH MY CHEESE!!

3rdly.. IM REALLY TIRED COZ I DIDNT SLEEP WELL LAST NIGHT!! thanks to the cramp-_-..

4thly.. NOOOO!!!!

5thly.. HA..HA..CHHOOOOOO!! *sniffs*

6thly.. O_O..umm..what was number six again?

7thly.. i miss you..

what comes after 7? O_O

umm..

9thly.. i seriously think i wasted a good friday..-_-..

10thly.. im so bored!!

11thly.. im SO bored!!!! did i say that already? no..i dont think so..

12thly.. WEEE~!!

13thly.. boomz..

14thly.. GET ROS BACK ON 98.7FM!!!! RIS SUCKS!!! BOO!!!

what a day..

hmm..

tomoro saturday..

grr..

so much for a relaxing good friday..-_-

thanks..alot..

Thursday, April 1, 2010

sarcasm

its a way of speech to express your superiority of language.
and it works on two levels.

one. u express your sarcastic side adding a lil bit of joke
so that a person would not be hurt by ur repulsive comment.

two. u scold them horribly in a soft tone therefor killing them slowly
but surely..


my advice..
not for the faint hearted.
coz..if u misuse this skill of making a retorical remark..
u could end up..hurting the ones u dont wanna hurt..
and thus leading you spiralling into depression..

^_^

p.s.. im not tryin to be sarcastic..
coz i am sarcasm..
ehh..i was born with it..
^_^

heh..
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aniwaes..
got scolded again for something i didnt do..
again..
lol.. star ouh star..
aniwaes..
i accepted my punishment..
-_-..

well..

now i know..who really are my friend/s
thank you for standing up for me.

and sorry if u got scolded for doing so..
u shouldnt have..

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aniwaes..
today was a learning frenzy..
A.E.P all the way till 6p.m..
lol.. Amaths.physics..chemistry

wooh..im dead beat!.

haha..
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im tryin my best not to bother about you too much.
^_^
and im not.

put all this aside..
now's not the time for this..
save it for after the O's..

hmph!

lets get this party rollin..

awoosh out!

do it once..do it right.

i hate my mind for being so deep..

i just hate it..

hmm..

musnt define too much..
its affecting my thinking drastically..

but seriously..

damn..

it just hurts to an extent..
that..
*sigh..

forget it..

i need to think shallower..

alrite..

hmm =/..

thats all i have to say.

im just gonna keep my mouth shut..