FRIENDS.

ok look..this topic is really wide and very long winded..
so i'll just skip to the part which is the most important..

ok look..what is understood by friends? the fact that they accompany u in school..?
or is it friends are people whom i meet and have fun at school then at home no communications at all..?

look peeps..friends arent like that..yes i agree that they accompany u in school but surely u dont jus call a person friend just by that.. NO.. its not abt the jokes they make..their appearance.. that seriously doesnt matter..
wat matters is if the ''friend'' really appreaciates u and somewat loves u in a way..

see..wat im trying to say is..
a characteristics of a friend..involves care and concern abt one another..
yes sometimes u get into fights for not agreeing to something but look..no one ever agrees on everything..
i feel that..each of us is unique in a way that we dont think exactly alike but we do have similarities..

we must except the fact that our friends have choices to make..some good..some bad..
we should try following the good examples..and not the bad ofcourse..

next thing..who are ur friends and who arent..
definately u would know it by now..but.. do u know that friends who say they are friends and end up not communicating arent really DESTINED to be called a friend? im not pointing guns or anything..but i just feel that yeah..i see no point in being friends and not communicate..

attitudes..
different people..different attitudes..i mean cmon!!! the world would be boring is everything is the same..no originality..*ch..
some people require more attention..others..require less..

my quote:

being a friend..takes one breath in saying i am ur friend..being a good friend takes care for the ones around..a great friend is one who takes time to share troubles with and the true friend takes chances and try to solve them with u.


well i dont have enough time to finish this post but atleast i gave u a gist of wat im tryin to say here..

awoosh out..
friends are our second family..

so here i am bloggin again..
this is the day marking the end of the week..saturday..-_-..yeah.. and uhh..nothin new happened..

freedom writers

i dont know why but,i love to watch inspiring movies..like..freedom writers,coach carter,freak the almighty.. old movies..but very inspiring.. i love them so much.
i especially love the story line..
i love the moral values they teach us.
heck i just love those movies!


so..im waitin to purchase freedom writers and im really siked to read it..
its gonna be a blast!

well thats all!

awoosh out!
hmm..somethings wrong with the blogger..i cant change the font colour..hmm..

yes i agree..it IS everywhere..

dont try to hide it..

i know..in every soul that walks this earth..

there's a hint of hate.

HATE..just a word? or an expression of deep dislike?

its really mind boggling..

cant really explain it.

can u explain hate and pain? i highly doubt so..

u know why?

coz u have never gone through the hate and pain i felt..

u cry a million tears..

ur tears..salty..healing ur pain with every drop.

but me..

i cry out my own blood.

ever thought about how i was raised?

one word to describe it..

PAINFULL

its hate that has consumed us since we were born..

it slowly devours the mind..

corrupting it slowly yet steadily..

u people dont even know how much pain i've gone through..

i ate more salt than u have ever eaten rice..

i know how it feels like..

and u dare deny that i felt ur kind of feeling..ur pain..ur suffering?

u cant defeat,let alone destroy or vanquish these hate in ur heart..

u speak easily of healing these wounds..but ur sadly mistaken..

u dont know wat i've gone through to make me wat i am today..

u dont know..u never know..

NEVER..

u see guys..i am filled with hate..every single cell in my body..

this virus..this infection..hate..its in me..heck its apart of me already..

but one thing's for sure..

its locked deep inside..no one could ever see the hate in my eyes..

i dare not unleash it upon mortal souls..coz..i know that they cant handle the demon within me..

so..think twice before u speak of HATE.. do not take it too lightly..

if u do hate something..pls..dont let it fester inside ur hearts..let it out..cry it out if it helps..anything..

its too late for me..i've kept it festering in my heart for too long..

there's no more tears to cry..only anger to be let out..

rage is tempting..however..defeat it at all cost my friends..

awoosh out!!

hey guys!! umm..ok so today.. im really like..paranoid lately coz of some stuffs happening..
so today's word is fear..yeah.. its very common coz mostly everyone has atleast a few fears..
yeah even muscular mans..-_-'''

ok why this topic? coz..its becoz of the stuffs that is happening lah basically..
ok so..
fears..come in all different shapes and sizes..but the most extreme cases are not called fears
they are more of a PHOBIA..
they describe the same essence..the essence of scaredness..
but..
do u know that its all in our mind?
these fears..are just our minds playing with us..
i mean..it would be so silly if a person really afraid of cute kittens..
im not saying that we should be like tough as steel or something but..
we need to build up our mind power..

i believe that fear..is what stands in between us and our goals..
if u can shove it aside,i can really say that ur one strong person and that nothing can stop u now
the biggest obstacle in life is not PSLE..not O levels..not taking the degree..no..nothing like that
the biggest obstacle in life is ur very own fears and phobias..
believe it or not..if u are afraid to fail..u would never grow and learn from ur failure/mistakes.
thus..making u a timid soul..a scared spirit that wonders around and fear is eating u from within..



so i hope u've learnt something from this post..
frankly typing(speaking)..yes i do have fears..
im too a homosapien..like all of us are..
but..now..out of all my fears..only one i fear the most which i cant overcome..
and all of u should fear it too..
what am i most feared to? easy..the answer..

GOD.

awoosh out!! control your fears..

rythems,beats,notes,pitches,lyrics.
each of them plays a part in this realm called 'MUSIC'
i have to say,some of the slow music are beautiful.a heart-warmer.
but,like all living things,music too gets abused.

u might be wondering.how can wat u listen to be abused?
simple.
those annoying and repulsive songs u dont like to hear? yeah im talking abt those..
i mean its ok to have music like that coz,different people may like it,different people wont.

okok,lets not side track.

all im saying is, i feel that..
the music left in the world today is seriously very very dull.
no feelings at all.no emotions.
is the music dying?
it better not.
coz,i still have alot more years to live.
it would definately suck without it.

its a gaping whole in my life.

awoosh out!!

hope that the music we love does'nt get lost in a million whispers
just hoping..

lets see..

today marks the last week of school..(again)
duhh coz its friday..-_-..
okok soo..usually im very like..keep a low profile..u know social distancing..
cheyy no lah..not like that..
i would usually go "emo"(as this generation like to call it)..its called anti-so-sial people..
sheesh..

but today im not..im like..hyper and dont know why..
i love it..
but..kene marah sikit dah 'emo' balik lah..-.-...
ish ish..
cian aku nii..
okok enough pity..

so nothing special happened today..just ur daily typical person here leading a random yet sarcastic life..
-_-..
pretty much lame..

so that pretty much covers it..

that's my story..what's yours?

awoosh out!!
thanks oinge for sharing^_^

hey..today is a really really really really really REALLY tiring day..coz..
i've been smiling for the whole day(if u didnt notice)
and yeah i feel GREAT today i dont know why..serious!!!

so yeah..had my napha test today..not exactly the whole thing but the 5 stations..
awesome man..i've improved alot!! guess the june hollies really didnt go to waste..
that's a relief..haha^_^

wow..im so hyper today(yet i didnt show it) until ms fongs class..
alamak!!! dame irritated by the thundering noise of the class..
telinga boleh meletop!! ouh salah spelling..meletup..-_-..
nak buat effect sikit lah..hehe

hey u..is there something wrong? coz i could have sworn that i felt ur sad vibes not only in class wen i wanted to collect the paper but after school as well as u were leaving.
im sorry but im really extremely worried rite here.
ur really acting strange during sch..i mean u've changed alot..
wat happened? i was happy today..coz..i wanted to hide this pain on my right knee..
but,u really made me feel that i've did something wrong..
feel's like ur avoiding me..
if u are...then...

*sigh


awoosh out
i've tried my best..but it all failed..
i feel wasted..

so here i am..sitting here..on this chair of mine..duhh..
and youtube-ing..im finding slow pieces of songs which brings out the soul
i mean like..really grabs u and bring u to this place far away..
and make u feel so relax that u could forget the world..

wow..im still searching haha..coz..im really stressed up but i donno why and i just came back from jogging arnd woodlands in the morning so rite now,
im really lethargic..and i know..boredom will slowly creep into my tired soul and start its demonic feeling inside of me..ouh the pain..the suffering..ouch..i just stepped on a pin..

lol..that hurts.. ok so..have a great day peeps!!

i wanna congratulate untie kak ana for turning 37 today!! wooh!! happy birthday!!!

so that's my story what's ur's?

awoosh out!

hey guys!

so,today is saturday.and i just returned from madrasah(religious class) and..
basically, i am rotting at home doing nothing..i mean..i've finished my work and all..well not exactly finish it all its just that i dont know how to do some..and there fore..umm..ok..uhh..

so i did some youtube browsing adn i found this cool song.its really emotional yet has an eerie ring to it..feels like a sad song..and the title is hokage's funeral so..no wonder its like sad..and i've been trying to learn it for the past few hours..and im starting to get the hang of it..all i just need now is a piano or a keyboard to practice on..and i dont have one..

-_-..

so yeah..that's me..very kancheong and naive at the same time..
sheesh im a really big fool..okok enough dicrimination..check the song out if u wanna listen if not g.f.u.s..^_^
relaxs it just means give fird ur slap..nothing bad..

that's my story..

awoosh out!!

hey guys!! me me me me me again...

ok so..wassup!! muahaha!! okok..so today..1st july 2009.
wednesday,3rd day of school in sembawang secondary.
going good so far..so far..yup..maths im doing ok no doubts yet..yet..confirm have in the later part of the year..-_-'''..

okok..today was an awfully awfully great day.
as usual it involved laughter..(with dada and 'arifah of course) muahaha
ok so..we spent time together..at cavana..wooh 1st time we ate there together..hmm..okok so..we were all making jokes..(i was the one making jokes..they just laughed)..dada nearly choked..'arifah choked so uhh..still the same..awoosh very bad..make ppl choke. so..'arifah left halfway so it was down to me and dada and aman..rite..
and we saw this old dude..

i noticed something..it seems that everytime we laughed..he would give that 'stare'. he also walked passed our table and mumbled some stuff..
at first we was like..im sorry wat was that sir? HAUS..so we ignored..
it continued on for abt 30mins..until the last time we heard wat he said..
he sweared at us!! ccb!!

wow..me and aman was like..im sorry i didnt hear that..can louder abit not old man?? so..we devised a plan..as we left..i actually indirectly sweared back at him..i know it was rude of me but..i had to do wat i had to do..and i think he deserves it..

so thats my story..love to hear urs..^_^ until next time peeps!


awoosh out!