yes i agree..it IS everywhere..
dont try to hide it..
i know..in every soul that walks this earth..
there's a hint of hate.
HATE..just a word? or an expression of deep dislike?
its really mind boggling..
cant really explain it.
can u explain hate and pain? i highly doubt so..
u know why?
coz u have never gone through the hate and pain i felt..
u cry a million tears..
ur tears..salty..healing ur pain with every drop.
but me..
i cry out my own blood.
ever thought about how i was raised?
one word to describe it..
PAINFULL
its hate that has consumed us since we were born..
it slowly devours the mind..
corrupting it slowly yet steadily..
u people dont even know how much pain i've gone through..
i ate more salt than u have ever eaten rice..
i know how it feels like..
and u dare deny that i felt ur kind of feeling..ur pain..ur suffering?
u cant defeat,let alone destroy or vanquish these hate in ur heart..
u speak easily of healing these wounds..but ur sadly mistaken..
u dont know wat i've gone through to make me wat i am today..
u dont know..u never know..
NEVER..
u see guys..i am filled with hate..every single cell in my body..
this virus..this infection..hate..its in me..heck its apart of me already..
but one thing's for sure..
its locked deep inside..no one could ever see the hate in my eyes..
i dare not unleash it upon mortal souls..coz..i know that they cant handle the demon within me..
so..think twice before u speak of HATE.. do not take it too lightly..
if u do hate something..pls..dont let it fester inside ur hearts..let it out..cry it out if it helps..anything..
its too late for me..i've kept it festering in my heart for too long..
there's no more tears to cry..only anger to be let out..
rage is tempting..however..defeat it at all cost my friends..
awoosh out!!