hey guys!
i just came back from the section leaders course!
and dame it was tiring!
cmon! wat ya expect? dover road man!!

well wen we reach there..all of us was lyke so blur sotongs..

so the day started.
it started off with a 3-4hr speech by mr miles.
from eastern Kentucky.and he said this.
where i come from,we raise horses..not chicken.
there's no kentucky fried chicken there.

and we was lyke..umm..ok mr miles..

then we had a second part to the course which is an instrument course..
dame fun man!! Mr Toru Hisou rocks! he's so chubby and cute!
he's japanese accent really made him very authentic.

then blablabla had sectionals with hym..he played a few simple yet melodious tunes
and we went back to the auditorium.
there..
we had a treat.
all the instructors performed for us!
how delightful!
they play english folk song suite movement 1 and 3 and overture 2.
plain awesome!
if i had a chance to go again..
the answer is count me in!

awoosh out!

hey peeps.

its a saturday and i am bored again.
why does this always happen to me on saturdays?
ggrrr..

anyone wanna go out or something? watch a movie or go walk walk waste tyme?

i mean..
i feel lyke i have all the tyme in the worl!
i knoe thats gibberish..
but im so free now..
just so bored..
so bored.

maybe i'll sleep thru my boredom.
yeah.
lets giv it a go shall we?

awoosh out!

p.s(tml s.l course!!) 8hrs? alamak!! kecoh!

peace out!

sizes.

yeah..wen i go arnd
people..tend to jugde me as they see me.

big
fat
emo
egoistical
bad-tempered
a tantrum thrower
eats-alot

some of it aint true..if u know me well.
and as for me..i don giv a shet wat they think..
thats just me..
i accept who i am.
who are they to judge me?
god?
i dont think so.
if they ever dare to critisize..
cmon..i always love a good debate.

well..the fact that i am "BIG" is not becoz i eat TOO MUCH
if u ever bothered to know me better..grow closer to me..
u'll understand.
im not a heavy eater.im a heavy drinker.
not drinkin alcohol but plain water.
i mean.. cmon..who doesnt need it?
i drink too much..that's why i grow into this state.

typical S.O.B's

awoosh out!

so here i am..

sick..
and umm yeah..
38.8c? lol.. wow i've practically beaten my own record of 38.5c..

hmm..3 days mc? lol..another record broken..

so todays the second day of my mc..and im feelin abit okay today..
my temprature has dropped but its still above 37.7c..
i dont think i'll be able to turn up tomoro 4 band..

wow.. another record broken! haish..sarcasm..when will it ever stop..
im a master at it..

aniwaes..
doctors are givin me medicine like candy!! and they expect me to finish those pills in 5 days..

wow.. health systems nowadays..
well..atleast they get the job done..its fie with me.
so currently im restin here and trying to not think to much..
too mch thinkin causes headaches and migraines..

so..i'll just sign of here then..

until next time..

awoosh out!

OUH.EHM.GHEE!!

*cough cough..

i've been like coughing since i got to school this *cough morning!!
i cant stop *cough.. coughing!!
and my abdomen really *cough hurts!!

i cant *cough help it!!
then after school had TAF club..
ehh alamak ni MISTER JANAR ehh..nak kene ngan aku seyy!!
aku da saket mcm nk rak kau pakser aku lari..alamak..
naseb baek tengah bulan puasa..

takper..takper.. aku ingat..
ah ah..yelah enjoy enjoy enjoy..*while u still can.. *COUGH!!
wwrrggaahh!!

i hate this..

so lethargic during band just now..
then i coughed again..so i ask mr C for permission to rest..
so he gave a sarcastic joke and let me off to rest..
i didnt took long..
5mins was all i needed..
phew..luckily..

so i rejoined the band..not in full potential but still can play equally as well..
JIA YOU SEMBWINDS!!

amir supports u all the way!!

awoosh out!

OUH.EHM.GHEE!!

*cough cough..

i've been like coughing since i got to school this *cough morning!!
i cant stop *cough.. coughing!!
and my abdomen really *cough hurts!!

i cant *cough help it!!
then after school had TAF club..
ehh alamak ni MISTER JANAR ehh..nak kene ngan aku seyy!!
aku da saket mcm nk rak kau pakser aku lari..alamak..
naseb baek tengah bulan puasa..

takper..takper.. aku ingat..
ah ah..yelah enjoy enjoy enjoy..*while u still can.. *COUGH!!
wwrrggaahh!!

i hate this..

so lethargic during band just now..
then i coughed again..so i ask mr C for permission to rest..
so he gave a sarcastic joke and let me off to rest..
i didnt took long..
5mins was all i needed..
phew..luckily..

so i rejoined the band..not in full potential but still can play equally as well..
JIA YOU SEMBWINDS!!

amir supports u all the way!!

awoosh out!

second say of puasa.
well..yeah the usual bored to death.
haiishh..

just came back from jb..
and im really really really bored..
theres nothin much to do nowadays..
not like last tyme..duduk kat kampong kejar ayam..

we are a new genesis..a new generation is wat we're livin in..
there's no more relaxation anymore..
everything is fast and going faster..

one day it'll go too fast and break down..hah..
that'll be the day i will long for..

so last talk abt last sat shall we?
hmm.. so we had our usual alumni sectionals with them sec 1's and i thot it was a blast.
hairspray was the song of the day and it really is a great song!
despite the runnin notes and the quavers and the changing of key sigs..it was great..

and i think im gonna start using the new euphonium..it sounds much better..
well..bye bye my old eupho buddy.. and hello new yamaha euphonium!!
i'll always cherish the tymes we've had together..
from the tyme i first held u,to the day OZ dropped u and wen i got punished and we ran together..
u'll always be in my heart..

euphonium no: 626777
my first eupho.

awoosh out!

in this world we live in..
there's no such thing as fantasy's..
it's all jibberish and really idiotic for a person to say " i have accomplished my dreams!"
coz..no matter how u dream..it will not come true.
unless u work hard for it.

but im talking abt the dreams like being a world class soccer player or a king/queen of singing.
not the really wierd ones where u could fly and gumdrops fall out from the sky.

but thats wat we wanna be..
im tryin to talk abt dream people u wanna meet.
for example the so called "perfect" woman/man.

what i look for in a girl/woman..

lively
fun
creative
happy go lucky( but sometimes can control)
actually likes/loves the colour green(other colours are fine)
outstanding fashion sense(extremely good with clothes)
thinks out of the box
has a music background(piano,guitar,euphonium..anything really)
has a great passion for music
religious(but not too religious)
understands me
accepts me
a great advice giver
an excellent listener
smart and intelligent(but not too smart..)
loves to laugh and share jokes
a good motivater
faithful
loyal
can cook(basically i'll do the cooking)
strong(but sometimes need a shoulder to cry on)
independent(but sometimes needs someone there)
have some green outfits.(green hoodies! me wan!!)
stands up for rights
knows their weaknesses
irritates me(sometimes..it kinda relaxes me wen im stressed.)
friendly
mature(not too much not too little)
not too thin neither thick( average is perfect)
not too emotional
dont care what other people thinks
..
..
..

well..my dream aint comin true aniwaes..
there aint possibly anyone who are like that.
thats what i meant by dreams..
they bring ur hopes way up high and in the end,they let u fall back to solid reality and u shatter like a piece of glass.

typical.

awoosh out

i dont get it..
seriously i dont..
i mean whats the problem peoples?

ok..so..today i wanna tok abt a very very very difficult topic..

LOVE..

ok so..some of u guys out there..yeah i knoes..couple couple like that sorta shet..
and umm..well..
so basically..love is actually a feeling of trust.
its all abt trust..
u lose trust.u lose hope.there goes ur relationship basically.
the second most important thing in a relationship is communication people..
i mean lyk..for example..

i like this girl
i tell her my feelings..
then we went steady..
we started our lovey dovey mushy mushy talk together..
then one day..i saw her with other guys..
we grew apart..
then after months passed by, we never talked again..
so wat happened to our relationship? die lah apelagi sey!

haishh..u people ehh..betul betul nk kene pelempang ngan aku ahh..
i mean like..wat sorta bullcrap is that man?!(ehh that one example only ahh..)

do u knoe how lucky u guys are just to be loved by other people?
some peeple dont have these "priviledges" and some of them ended up living alone..
i mean..u are abusing the word love..

love isnt abt
i love u,u love me..
stead..
break up..

its abt trust,respect,communication and a little more of friendship..


nd here i am trying to solve another relationship problem..
i mean..i knoe its none of my buisness..its other people's relationship..
but..u guys are my friends u knoe? i care for u guys..and gurls..

i trust u guys more than anyone..
so dont lose this trust..dont lose..

awoosh out!

so..here i am..
looking at my old blog..
staring at memories..
thinking of the past..
pondering abt the mistakes..

wow..such precious memories it was..
but,even if my blog has changed..
am i still the firdaus u used to know?
have i changed?

hmm..lets take another trip down memory lane..
back to the old posts..the old times..
the forgotten happenings..
trying to find the person i once was..
lets go..

www.awooshgreenguy.blogspot.com

the link where difference and change are made..
battles won,fights,lost..but thats all in the past..
coz wat im facing now..is hard to overcome..

awoosh out!

hey guys..
me again duhh...(my blog,wat do u expect?)
aniwaes..had a rather fun day today..jus ur daily typical abnormal day..
ouh u know lah..

after sch,drills!!! muahaha!! my favourite past tyme..
hmm..so far so good..everythings in order..
so after that did a lil mace work,got myself injured again..(uh!! im so naive!)
played some scores..went back to mace work..got myself injured again..
uhhh!! jelak!! O_O( no wait..that one terbeliak)
ok so..
today was also dame iritatin for me.
and its all becoz of a game in the band outing..
ouh well..
seriously man..haiisshh..

so now im superduperuber(sounds familiar) bored and i've got nothing much to do..
so i'll guess i'll jut eat cheesecakes in one corner and draw circles..
ooo lookie!! a flying cockroach..me likey!! come here flying roachie!!


well thats all from me..

awoosh out! ^_^

hey peeps..here i am with a new post..well..
im not gonna say much just letting u guys read and understand it by urselves aites? peace..


These violent delights have violent ends.And in there triumph die,like fire and powder,and as they kiss,consume.

By the pricking of my thumbs,something wicked this way comes.

Neither a borrower nor a lender be; For loan oft loses both itself and friend, and borrowing dulls the edge of husbandry.

All the world 's a stage, and all the men and women merely players. They have their exits and their entrances; And one man in his time plays many parts.

Conscience is but a word that cowards use, devised at first to keep the strong in awe.

Good Night, Good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow.

But love is blind, and lovers cannot see.

Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt.

Double, double toil and trouble; Fire burn, and cauldron bubble.

And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!

go and digest it..

ouh and alil bit abt today..
today!! the band outing was great!! altough it was 8 people..it was fun really..
thxz azilah and ur mom for the epoks2..muahaha!! sorry ah tk dpt habiskan..muak seyy..
wat do u expect man?! we ate three potato chips consecutively!! O_O!!!
bluek!! then we played alil of truth or dare and lil bit of would u rather..
damn funny sey!!

instead of it ending at 7..we dragged the timing till 8..muahaha!! thats how much fun we had..
*sigh good tymes..good tymes..
hope more people would come for the next outing..
definately going to be bigger this time round..
kinda dissapointed abt today though..
hmm let me see..
there was ridhuan,zhong kang,eunice,zainul,das,farisah(2),azilah and me..

*sigh..no matter..

wow..so im sitting here now..exhausted..yet satisfied..this wednesday..drills people!! get ready for hell on earth!! muahaha!!*laughs maniacally*

awoosh out!

hey dudes and dudettes and doodies..(wth is a doodie??)
aniwaes..here's a new post and uhh..well basically its all abt today..

yeah..

today..

yup..


uh-huh..

yeah! today..

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ok so aniwaes..today was tiring.. i mean lyk..
today..
yeah
uh-huh..
yes..toooday..
we had our very 1st sports fiesta in s.s.s..

so..i was is r3..which is red grp 3..and..
all i can say is u cant fold a paper 8 times in half..(no link rite?)
i mean..its impossible..actually it is possible but its hard..(going really out of point here)

aniwaes..the true ai, of this fiesta was not omly to see which is the best grp but..
its all abt fostering friendships and makin new friends!! and where integrity is put to the test..
sportsmanship was seen everywhere in the campus..

cmon..dont be a sore looser..(really hate them..)
atleast u had fun rite? rite?

ok so aniwaes..this post is really random and i'll think i'll stop..

ouh and for the people who doesnt know wat a tip of a shoelace is called..
it is an AGLET..yes.

ouh and u cant lick jam of ur elbow..its impossible..
and yes..milk comes from a cow..

yes i am very random..hehe..hey..once in a while..

^_^ peace

awoosh out!

i just dont get couples and friends nowadays..
i mean..dude..wat is up with the quarrelling and the shouting and the fighting huh?
wth man..
i am sick and tired of everyone going against each other..
wats happening here?

cant we just get along like wat we used to be?
i mean u ppl use to be best friends..even closer..
and u throw all that away with one act of anger..
*ch..
great..
and u know wat? im sick of ppl coming to me asking for help on this situation..i mean..yes i give good advice but.
dont expect me to be there to solve ur problems for u every step of the way rite?
cmon..give me a break..

im sure as couples,im referring to my cuzzie, u could sit down and talk it out..wats the problem with dat?
just talk it out and try to solve it..

for friends matter..the same thing applies..i mean..if u dont talk it out and resolve it..it'll only get worst as time goes by..
im sorry guys but..i really really need a break ok?
*sigh..
ok i admit..i am going through another depression..
and i do have friendship problems now..
but see..no ones helping me..
i guess..i was destined after all..

awoosh out..
sorry again..i just need a break..going through serious depression here..
peace^_^