today was absolutely positively delightful!
ok..i think i exaggereted on the english abit there..
ouh well..an attept to strenghten my english..
EPIC FAIL..

muahaha..anyways..
today was the first NCO briefing and judging by the looks of things..i think im pretty siked for this camp..
hey look on the bright side..i met some of my pri sch fwens!! alrite!! rifqi and bernard!!

woot!!..
anyways after the whole thing, got my balls pummelled by dada's heavy bag..woah..the excruciating pain!!!
dada still can laugh some more..sheesh!!

aniwaes..came back to the band room..and..well..it was fun really..then go home..

at home..
finally chatted with someone after so long..
haha
chatted abt some of the problems i was facing and yeah..
had a really great chat..
u rock lah..habes habesan nyer..
muaha!

thxz for being the listener..
finally i could voice out and be heard..
then talked abt crap abt the sexuality lecture in the morning..yeah..
u were so hyper!! muahaha!!

so i'll just end off here i guess..until next time..!!
peace yall's!

awoosh out!

problems/challenges

these problems i have..
they are just too..
too..
gah..
words wont do good explaining it..

my family cant help..friends cant do much either..
i need someone to hear my call of distress..
i need a listening ear..
i have had enough of listening..now its my turn to do the talking but there is no one to listen to wat i want to say.

i cant express them in words..
showing u wat i mean is just no use..
i just need to be heard..

already thought of losing hope..what's the use?
people take me for granted and step all over me..
and when i lose abit of steam they are scared and say im too fierce.
i've had enough of that bull shit..
you want me fierce? i'll show you how fierce i can be.

i have had enough of u..
wish i never met u..
did u come into my life just to ruin it up for me?
i am not affiliated to u..
stop calling me bro..
i am not ur real brother..
just an imposter..
thats what i am..

awoosh out..
p.s..this post is not to school friends..
so friends from school..ur safe..

for now..

A forgotten memory lost forever.

i was walking around in woodlands yesterday after band..
probably around 8+..
roaming aimlessly around the area and..
i took a deep inhale
and sat down..
i looked up and there were stars..
countless number of them..
and i realised that where i sat on brought back those memories..
the good old times..

life was much easier..much more relaxed..
and despite all that..i cant help but be a kid u kno?
well..ofcourse i always wanna have fun..but still..
i had my boundries..

so i looked at the time..its was like 12.30a.m..
wow..flashbacks made the time pass so fast..

the time where i discovered what it truely meant to be friends..
it was hard because being children,we are often too naive and selfish to care abt the ones we are close to..
primary school days never looked better..
i just wish i could turn back time and re-live those glory days..

*sigh but too bad time doesnt wait for anyone and im way out of that..

love at that time was puppy-love..it was all fake..
hah..just crushes everywhere..
for me..just mind my own business..i wasnt interested..
with all these puppy dog love..there's bound to be complications..
from someone as dumb as me..i became very smart in advice giving and relationships..the reason being alot of my friends come to me for advice..
being a great advice giver..is just me.

the problem is..i cant solve my own problems..
how do u give advice to an advice giver when the advice giver cant solve their own problems..?
how many ppl u know is a great advice giver..who u can share everything with and solve problems? very few i can say..
not tryin to brag or anithing but i am a great advice giver..^_^..

and ppl cant help solve my problems..
its not that they are incapable or anithing..its just that..
they just have not experience my pain.
experience is what makes a good lesson.
learning can only take place through experience..

awoosh out..
pity no one could help..

thinking..pondering..

counting down..

as the hours pass by..i sit here..
pondering and what has been done..
for the past year..until this moment..
what have i accomplished?
what are my goals?
what actions have i taken?
where do i stand now?
have i changed?
has the world change?

these are some questions that are coursing through my head..
the reason is..tomoro,i will be getting the results..
results that determines my own future..
i hope that i have improved from where my downfall began.
it really hurts when i see myself..deproving..and each time
going lower and lower..how much lower could i bring myself?

this is a reaflection..of me..in sec 3 life..

now this is my final hours..to pray for the best result..
tomorrow is the moment of truth..
i just hope that it is enough for me to get through the next round..

awoosh out

OUH HOT DAME!!

check it out peeps!! im now at my uncles house and we're rockin on his new Xbox360!!
hell yeah!!
exams are over so he invited me to chill with em..
awesomee!!

currently playing call of duty:world at war..simply the best game ever!! love it!!
imma pwn them with my rifles!!
lol..
gonna play halo 3 afterwards..
cant wait for that!

wow..my uncle's got some of the best games in town!!
resistance:fall of man
burnout
halo3
prototype
assasin's creed
call of duty:world at war
ahhh!! i wanna play all of them!!

so..imma get back to my gaming business now..
see ya laterz..

awoosh out!
im a badass hardcore gamer..
well..cancel the badass part..

advice for them fellas?! wooh!

Alrite!!
i now know how to play down-jay sean ft lil wayne
well..actually only one part..
but hey!
i'll learn the rest!
(after exams)

but aniwaes..knowing the world, it doesnt give a shit abt wat i've learnt..
i know that from experience..

so aniwaes..i donno why but i feel like blogging abt couples..especially the "new" ones..
this is to all the fellas..
aite..

do not rush things..
quit being so desperate
and seriously dont act cute..it really ruins the manly image..
relax,dont be too tensed..or esle she'll think ur scared of her or something.
joke around when your with her..that alwaes brings the mood up..
be a good listener..girls really want to be heard..
notice details..hair,make up,reaction,laughter..so that you'll know her more..
come up with good topics..politics are a no-no(unless ur girl is a political freak)..
be polite..dont interupt when she's doing something..
dont be too sarcastic..it'll make her think that your being very arrogant and indifferent..
tell her how you feel about her DIRECTLY..that will show her how much you feel towards her..and it is very daring of a guy to do that..
sometimes they say they are not interested but look on the bright side..you finally got it off your chest and then you have lesser things to worry abt.
create a speacial handshake..that would make her feel..different from the other peeps..
never let your anger out on her..if you really love her,dont do it..it ruins the relationship and she'll lose trust in you and the relationship itself..
sometimes..girls need their own space to relax..you gotta know when that time is so u dont worsen the situation.
DO NOT bluff your love for her..be proud that you love her..i dont understand guys nowadays..ehh u like her rite? no lah..fren fren only..ch..typical..if it really is true that u are frens then get the facts rite..
in the conversation..never stay silent..it shows that u are uninterested abt her and you dont want to talk to her..


Phew! thats alot of tips!
well..dont ask me how i know this things..
i just know them by experience and by observation alone..^_^
i always try to advise the best of my advising abilities..
my dream occupation: game designer..but if that doesnt work out..maybe a lecturer or maybe a phsyciatrist..solving peoples problems..
hah! nice..

aniwaes..thats all from me..

awoosh out!
hah..advice giver..

it really hurts to see

hey guys!! umm..amir here! duhh..
today was emaths paper 1 and history!
and i think that..overall..i did great..
i have a good feelin that i will pass my maths this time..
insyaallah..

so yeah..supposed to go peninsula today but..
someone had to go ruin it..
i hate you very much!

so sat outside bookshop and spend time with my senior..
ELENA!!
(best senior ever!)
i mean like totally dude!! she rocks!

so we started designing the section JACKET 1st
so we designed until we ran out of creative juices.
so after that,we played two games..
shoot,shack,marry and would you rather..
its was so funny!! haha!
i grossed out el with my best shoot shack marry and would you rather! i rock at that game!

*sigh..good times..good times..
so around 3+ said my fairwell and wishes and im off!

thus this leads to why i am sitting here.
hah! cant get combine humanities outta my head
aniwaes..thats all from me!

awoosh out! cheeseycheesecakewithcheeseycheesecheese!

*sniff..

hey guys! wassup?
check it out! its 12 in the morning!!
well..it the end of the day!!
YATTA!!! aniwaes..just now had my open house..
ugh..
and now im having a slight flu..
lah..
i hate it wen my nose goes "running"..
susah tau nak tangkap..

aniwaes..had a really exhausting day and tomoro morning is off to my usual jog around woodlands..
hah!! cant wait for that!

so lets talk abt exams now..
paper one: i had difficulty choosing a topic!!
1st time in my entire career i went blank..
so i wrote on a topic "victory"
until i realise that i didnt have any idea..
so i took a new piece of paper and chose a next topic: disobeying your elders.
and i had abt 30 mins to finish it..
-_-

lol..i knoe..complete waste of time..but i feel that if i hadnt changed topic i would have been masacred.
paper two was slightly easy. i was expecting a much more challenging and more sophisticated passage but..it was a good one!

hope all my hard work pays off..

awoosh out!
uugh..this flu is irritatin..