A forgotten memory lost forever.

i was walking around in woodlands yesterday after band..
probably around 8+..
roaming aimlessly around the area and..
i took a deep inhale
and sat down..
i looked up and there were stars..
countless number of them..
and i realised that where i sat on brought back those memories..
the good old times..

life was much easier..much more relaxed..
and despite all that..i cant help but be a kid u kno?
well..ofcourse i always wanna have fun..but still..
i had my boundries..

so i looked at the time..its was like 12.30a.m..
wow..flashbacks made the time pass so fast..

the time where i discovered what it truely meant to be friends..
it was hard because being children,we are often too naive and selfish to care abt the ones we are close to..
primary school days never looked better..
i just wish i could turn back time and re-live those glory days..

*sigh but too bad time doesnt wait for anyone and im way out of that..

love at that time was puppy-love..it was all fake..
hah..just crushes everywhere..
for me..just mind my own business..i wasnt interested..
with all these puppy dog love..there's bound to be complications..
from someone as dumb as me..i became very smart in advice giving and relationships..the reason being alot of my friends come to me for advice..
being a great advice giver..is just me.

the problem is..i cant solve my own problems..
how do u give advice to an advice giver when the advice giver cant solve their own problems..?
how many ppl u know is a great advice giver..who u can share everything with and solve problems? very few i can say..
not tryin to brag or anithing but i am a great advice giver..^_^..

and ppl cant help solve my problems..
its not that they are incapable or anithing..its just that..
they just have not experience my pain.
experience is what makes a good lesson.
learning can only take place through experience..

awoosh out..
pity no one could help..