hey guys!!

im currently tending to my
blue and the blacks
on my left arm..
haha
thanks to 'arifah
i mean..u got to admit..
that was one funny joke..
^_^

cant wait to do it again..
later my blue black become worse..
nyeheh..
=P

alrite..so..
umm..after my ordeal with 'arifah's pinches of doom..
ouh!! i survived!!!
yessa!!

lol..so after all that..
took a trip down memory lane..
it was the best 60 minutes of this year..
thanks for the walk down the past..
ahh..
the golden years..
the glory days..

*sigh..
miss those times..

alrite..
so..now its 1 am in the morning..
lol
mom just finished using the com..
so its my turn..
haha..
schools starting soon..
ugghh

bummer man..

anywaes..
happy new year!!!


awoosh out!!

ALRITE!!

hey peeps!!
check out my new blog..
i know its not much..
but i figured that my blog needed a lil upgrading to do..
so yeah..
some FYI's...


ok so yesterday night..
thursday night..
it was christmas eve..
and my dad's boss..
invited us to join him in the celebrations..
so what the heck..?
no harm in it rite?
so we went..

and OMG..
freakin GINORMOUS HOUSE man!!
O_O
and its like so grand..
aniwaes..
"celebrated" xmas there..
and yeah.
something new..

OUH OUH OUH!!!
and he has a FREAKIN CUTE DOGGEH!!
ahhh!!
i just want to pet it!!
but..accoring to islamic rules...yada-yada-yada..

so..whats xmas w/o presents?
we did a lil gift exchange session..
and so cool lahs..
and then they talk about christ and all that..
yeah...mmm...i wont say anything bout it..
its just interesting..^_^

hah..

got back home at 11p.m
and realise that my gift was left at my dad's boss's house..
big bummer man..
big big bummer..

haha..


yeah..im tryin my best to recover all the links i accidently deleted
ugh..so clumsy of me..
and yeah..

haha..

awoosh out!

ugghh..ok..so i've had a new skin change for my blog..
something really wrong happened..

and..ugghh..
links are gone..
chat box is gone..
ughh..
tryin my best to recover..^_^

peace ya'lls!!

merry xmas!!
(although i dont celebrate it..)

-_-


haha..peace!


awoosh out!

alrite..so umm..its 3.30a.m now..haha
u might be wonderin why am i up this early..
coz..
1)im so hyper coz i drank coke..
2)i cant sleep
3)chatting with 'arifah
4)havin a great time

haha..
ok..its been a long time since i've had a very..
exciting chat with 'arifah
ugh..suddenly so..WEEEEE!!..

ok..im high..
what do u expect!! its COCA COLA!!!
ugh..anywaes..
accompanied 'arifah till 3 am in the morning chattin abt random events..
haha
and
i must say..today's performance was a blast!!..

aniwaes..
im all out of words to say..

just wanna say thanks to 'arifah..
u rock la!!!..^_^
thxz for helpin me..^_^
thxz for the long..long..long..long..uber long chat..
i needed it after a long time..
^_^

cant wait to walk home..nyeheheh..
walkin down memory lane..


awoosh out!!

a new quote i learned.

check out this quote i've learned..
kinda cool

light thinks it travels faster than anything in the world but,its wrong. No matter how fast it travels,it finds that the darkness got there first and is waiting for it.


freakin cool quote man..
hehe

awoosh out!

so close to a meltdown

hey guys! awoosh here with not a post actually..i just want to vent my anger abit so..
here it goes..



just trying to control it..
just keeping it in..
i just cant..
words just cant describe the excruciating verbal torture..
the insanity of how painful the hurt is..

i've been keeping this in me for far too long..
it feels like im gonna pop sooner or later.
hurt,pain,sorrow,betrays,backstabs,denial,lies,griefs,scars.
just keep storing inside me..

u ppl dont care how i feel..
u onli care abt urselves..
selfish..
just like the world..

and everytime a person "cheers me up"
it only means that my meltdown would only get postponed.
it can never be vanquished..
u claim u got a lot of problems..
u know why? coz YOU ARE the source of the problems..

venting my anger here is not enough but sure is a good way..
to keep myself blowing my top infront my love ones..

and u have to make me so pissed off while im sick and not in the best shape and having a rather F*cked up day...

i tell u, one of these days..
one of these days..
*sigh..


well..im done..
hehe
*sniff..
great..im still sick..


awoosh out..

a disease that has no cure.

seriously..


aniwaes..
rite now..i am stuck at home..
dying away..
rotting in my room..
i feel that..
there aint nothin to do anymore..
like

OUH MY CHEEZ!

= ___ =

*sigh..ok so tml is rhya meeting day..
and..
sectionals..
it kinda clashes but
i think im going for the rhya thingy first..
so..im all blank rite now..
nth much..


awoosh out!!

sweet sweet delights!

YUMMY YUMMY CHEESECAKE!!!
=)

omg..

today was like uber tiring coz..

i just got back from K.L yesterday night..

and i couldnt sleep..

so..in the mornin i was like half closed eyes..

-_-..

haha..

so in the afternoon had CHEESECAKE!!

so delicious!!!

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

then bought a bag of ruffles(CHEESE)

but azilah tak bagi..

she took the whole thing and ate it all!!!

small girl..BIG appetite

haha..

had a wonderful day..

awoosh out!

ahh..
alrite peeps!!

awoosh is back!!
^_^!!

*inhale..
*exhale..
*streches..
*cracks fingers..

alrite so..
not saying that i had loads of fun in K.L
i mean..it was a great get away from life
"for awhile"
but where has the feeling gone to?
the feeling called "fun"?

i didnt feel it..
even though it was a long five days..
O_O..
hairan aku nii..
*scratches head..
well..
i dono lah!
so..a few more hours till the sun rises..and i cant sleep!!
typical of me..

and better yet..tomoro there's band pract!!
woot..
aniwaes..someone misses me..
lol..

someone..
lol..

so..i bought a new watch..a new bag..new shoes..and a new attitude..

watch out peeps!!
this years colour scheme is all about white and green yalls!!

be prepared for a new year..
and the last year..

ok so..
a few more hours till i depart for K.L..
and..
i still cant find my phone anywhere..

and..
its gonna be a boring trip..
very very very boring trip indeed..
so..this is my last post until i get back from K.L
and i just want to say good bye to everyone..
coz i've got no phone to message

so internet is an alternative..
-_-..
where's my phone...


..
..
..
..
..

klah..better finish packin..
i'll see ya'll when i get back..

awoosh out!

the loss of something precious

ok..so..
guess wat happened?

i lost my phone..
i know for some of you peeps..

you'd be thinkin..
ch' cmon fird its just a stupid phone..u could just buy a new one..

i'll be like damn homey..
if u think ur so rich buy for me a new one then..
aniwaes..its not about the phone..
its wats inside..
pictures..music..videos..
of my past..

those vivid memories i have left..
stored into the little device..
its like my whole life in the "stupid thing"

so..i've been searching seemingly endlessly..
but so far no luck but just false hope
thinkin that i still might be able to find it..

but..reality is cold..
real cold..
and now then i realised..
its gone for good.

awoosh out..

u can stop playing hide and seek now phone..i give up..u can come out now..

seriously..

now..

=(

once a chapter closes, another one begins

RHYA CAMP was "THE BOMB"

i mean..seriously..

i miss my pals man!
its been a long time since i've met them..
and..it has been a great reunion..
unfortunately,i couldnt turn up for my groups project presentation..-_-..bummer..
but i heard it wasnt bad..

after that,
had YAS night!!
with 15mins of dancing non stop..
a dance battle..
and tecktonic peeps!!

AHH..
the glory days..

still wont forget u joshua..
thxz for the kiss..
love to smooch u too someday..but im not gay..so..
haha..i appreciate it loads!

ahh..too many ppl im missin now..
well..thats the part i hate the most abt camps..

anyways..

LONG LIVE SPECTRUM!
(my group)

LONG LIVE COHORT 6!

LONG LIVE THE RACIAL HARMONY YOUTH AMBASSODORS!

LONG LIVE THE AH BROTHERS?
lol..

awoosh out!