my heart..

i feel that..
its filled with grief and sorrow..

im actually having this feeling..
from after school onwards..
or after maths lesson rather..
this is very wierd..
even for me..
then honey gave me a strong nudge with her orange file..
which kinda got me abit startled and lost focus on..my grief-thinking..
thanks honey..
but..after assembly..it started again..
*sigh..
but then..no more honey to wake me from my daze..
so..im trapped again..
ugh..

am i actually feeling the pull of stress?
or am i going through another depression..
hope im not..

no time to get depressed now..
argh.. cant wait for the holidays to come..
so that i have time..
to rest..calm down..rejuvinate..and refresh myself..
starting fresh..

*sigh..awoosh..what's the matter..
why are you like this all of a sudden?
aww man..

somebody save me from despair..
i need help..
im spiralling into depression..
slap me or pinch me or something..

wake me up from this horrible nightmare!!!

*sigh..
so down..so blue..so sad..so depressed..

=(..

awoosh off..

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!