pain.

i dono who to turn to anymore..
the one that said "i'll be your listening ear"..
its all just lies..
the world's cruel..
hmph..

yeah.. lies..

ignore me..
pls just ignore me more..
i know you dont want to talk let alone look at me..
its no use being "friends" when you dont communicate..

heh..friends..what a funny term to describe you..
some friend..
i depended too much of u..

it was a mistake..
a very big mistake..
i wish i'd never told you..
i wish i would just shut my effin mouth..

but its too late now..
now i suffer..

it gives me a big

FML

*sigh..
this is the last straw..
i just cant take it anymore ok?

dammit..

im sorry zhao wei i had to leave early..i was meeting up with my family membs for something important..

sorry you had to take the shit..
i take the blame coz i didnt fulfill my duties as a leader..
strip me off my post..i dont deserve it..
i suck..
i forgot about the annoucement..
and i just..

you know what? im good for nothing seriously..

fmlfmlfmlfmlfml...

im shattered..

i feel that i've lost my friends..
whose to say i didnt have friends from the start..?

i feel like crying but those tears..
it dried up..

i just cant find any other ways to release this pain..
i just cant take it anymore..


sometimes i think..
why do i even have friends..

and are they my "real friends"?
*sigh..

u guys mean alot to me..
but..it just comes to a point where..
you people lost the friendship.