to you,

hey you, im sorry for the way i acted. im really sorry if i caused any discomfort..
especially to you, i didnt mean to make you feel guilty. its just that. i feel that my presence in school is un-noticed.i feel like im a lonely ghost.you dont talk to me.sometimes i even wonder do you still love me.coz,you act as if,i dont exist.it really bothers me coz,i dont have the feeling like the feeling when we were in 2007. i feel that i should be the one apologising.

i didnt want this..
i feel so sad now..
i hope i can talk with you soon..
i want to have that time again..
i want those times where it was just me and you walking together..
i want those times..
i want..
i want to..
i just want..

*sigh..

i just want to love you again..

about the 14 questions.
i felt that those were so irrelevant..

(insert your name), i hope/want you would/to still be my listening ear.you are the only one i could go to.no other could understand me better than you do.you've done so much in my life.im grateful to have you . i want to go to you.i would always come back to you. i'll never find nobody treating me the way you do.i'll never find nobody who could love me the way you do.i could never find another like you.you are my one and only.you are special. (insert your name), i'll still love you.no matter what,i still have these feelings in my heart.for you.i wanna change for the better.i trust you more than others.i still do.by meditating,reflecting and praying i have done.to get you in my life once more.i'll feel much more lonely if you leave.please dont.

i hope you still love me.

coz i still love you.

to that orange girl..i respect and care for..

awoosh out..