Eye Loafer sow march. eat hertz two sea err sat. =(

yesterday was a really beautiful day i spent with myself.

watched RANGO! so cute!! =DD

makes me want to get a lizard/chameleon for a pet.

so adorable!!

ahahahahaaa...

good movie..

and i learned a new quote from that.

" NO MAN CAN ESCAPE HIS OWN STORY "

it means that, whoever you are in this world, you cant be someone else. you were born in this world for a purpose. you cant just fake your way through life pretending to be someone you are not. even if you do pretend to be someone else, one day, you will encounter an incident where you question yourself, who are you? and when that day comes.. you do not have the answer. you are born in this world to be yourself. not other people. so live life to the fullest in your own shoes.


quite meaningful ^_^

coz..in the movie.. rango, he didnt know who he was..

mixed identity...

then he lied to be someone else to gain popularity..

and then suffered the consequences..

throughout the movie.. the quote lingers from scene to scene.


a must watch movie.

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now for abit more serious blogging.

when i got home today

'arifah seemed so down when i chatted with her. =(

she told me that her phone is not with her and that mission was accomplished?

im guessing that her mum took it because... maybe she saw the messeges i sent her?

hmm.. but why did she say that "mission is accomplished"??

does she mean that all this while she actually wanted her phone to get taken away??

hmm..

then we talked about me and her not meeting again..

and at that moment.. my spirit shattered.

my happiness was at a complete zero.

negativity filled my numb skull..

*sigh..

i was struck with grieve.. =/


but i hung on to three words to keep me going through.

" ITS NOT OVER "

i kept repeating those words in my head to keep me sane.

i kept my cool and continued to chat

and what started out from a sad chat in the end became a fun evening with my awesome dear.

i wish we could meet up soon.

its her i find solace in.

and besides.. i need to pass her the can lids.. xD

hahaa.. last but not least..


thank you for mentoring me for the past weeks..

it may not be much, but i appreciate your effort to help me.

and when i say that you are committed.. i meant..

you actually took time to actually take 1.5 hours off your busy schedule/rest time to actually make time for teaching me. you had the choice to say no but you still said yes into teaching me. and i was like i dont want to make life harder for you than it already is, but you still wanted to teach me..

im touched lah 'arifah.. i really am..

without you, i wouldnt be able to get through the O level period. without you, you know that i wouldnt have learned more about islam than i already know (which is not much)

without you, i wouldnt have tried searching for schools that i could make it in like for example psychology school and the MDIS thing..

without you, i would still be that boy who is afraid of girls..

without you, a cheesecake would never be the same coz it brings so much memories every bite.

without you, i wouldnt be sexy right now because of the regular walks we had during secondary school life.( lol )

without you i wouldnt have gone to chinese garden and eat chipsmore and bushuk-ing all day!

without you, i wont be what i am today coz you are one of the people that has significantly changed my life for the better!

and finally without you, i wouldnt be able to be a man and tell you straightforward my feelings towards you and realize true love.

thank you loving friend for all you've done.

seems like the only other communication system we can use is msn.

however, its already good enough ^_^

well..thats my story for today.




awoosh out!!

ouh and i didnt had the chance to say this to you yesterday so...


i love you 'arifah 'aqilah! ^_^

be strong girl and dont give up..

tough times dont last, tough people do!! =DDD