guilt.kills.me.inside.

FINE.I ADMIT IT..ITS MY FAULT.

now go wipe that disappointed look off your face.

staring me down wont make things better you know.

third day of work and you expect me to know everything like i've been working for 3 years?

dude.. give me a break lah. one little mistake, you give me that disappointed look.

i know im not quite reaching your standards..

BUT YOU HAVE GOT TO UNDERSTAND. im only human. i make mistakes.. im sure you do too.

but hey.. pick on the new guy? seems abit low for you.

i'll prove you wrong mr melvin.

i make sure i will wash your face till the only thing you can do is smile at what i've done.

im already doing my best. and being alone in a garage full of cars to check, wash, clean, polish, repair, paste stickers and vacuum.. is really quite overwhelming alone. and on top of that.. i have to stand by to take in more cars into the garage for inspection and also give details to halim whose at the office.

i am always to blame..

always the one guilty at the end of the day.

when will i feel liberation..?

i cant even take a short rest after doing work coz you always come in when im resting and saying that im not doing anything which in actual fact i have done all i was supposed to.

other workers say that im just sitting around doing nothing.. eyh..cmon.. its my first few days and im lost and dono what to do. after tomoro, dont be suprised if im working my ass off and skipping lunch times. coz i will show you guys what i am capable of.

i am a man of words. not the fool of talk.

belive me.

awoosh out.

(thanks for ending my day on a bad note.)