hey guys!!

im currently tending to my
blue and the blacks
on my left arm..
haha
thanks to 'arifah
i mean..u got to admit..
that was one funny joke..
^_^

cant wait to do it again..
later my blue black become worse..
nyeheh..
=P

alrite..so..
umm..after my ordeal with 'arifah's pinches of doom..
ouh!! i survived!!!
yessa!!

lol..so after all that..
took a trip down memory lane..
it was the best 60 minutes of this year..
thanks for the walk down the past..
ahh..
the golden years..
the glory days..

*sigh..
miss those times..

alrite..
so..now its 1 am in the morning..
lol
mom just finished using the com..
so its my turn..
haha..
schools starting soon..
ugghh

bummer man..

anywaes..
happy new year!!!


awoosh out!!

ALRITE!!

hey peeps!!
check out my new blog..
i know its not much..
but i figured that my blog needed a lil upgrading to do..
so yeah..
some FYI's...


ok so yesterday night..
thursday night..
it was christmas eve..
and my dad's boss..
invited us to join him in the celebrations..
so what the heck..?
no harm in it rite?
so we went..

and OMG..
freakin GINORMOUS HOUSE man!!
O_O
and its like so grand..
aniwaes..
"celebrated" xmas there..
and yeah.
something new..

OUH OUH OUH!!!
and he has a FREAKIN CUTE DOGGEH!!
ahhh!!
i just want to pet it!!
but..accoring to islamic rules...yada-yada-yada..

so..whats xmas w/o presents?
we did a lil gift exchange session..
and so cool lahs..
and then they talk about christ and all that..
yeah...mmm...i wont say anything bout it..
its just interesting..^_^

hah..

got back home at 11p.m
and realise that my gift was left at my dad's boss's house..
big bummer man..
big big bummer..

haha..


yeah..im tryin my best to recover all the links i accidently deleted
ugh..so clumsy of me..
and yeah..

haha..

awoosh out!

ugghh..ok..so i've had a new skin change for my blog..
something really wrong happened..

and..ugghh..
links are gone..
chat box is gone..
ughh..
tryin my best to recover..^_^

peace ya'lls!!

merry xmas!!
(although i dont celebrate it..)

-_-


haha..peace!


awoosh out!

alrite..so umm..its 3.30a.m now..haha
u might be wonderin why am i up this early..
coz..
1)im so hyper coz i drank coke..
2)i cant sleep
3)chatting with 'arifah
4)havin a great time

haha..
ok..its been a long time since i've had a very..
exciting chat with 'arifah
ugh..suddenly so..WEEEEE!!..

ok..im high..
what do u expect!! its COCA COLA!!!
ugh..anywaes..
accompanied 'arifah till 3 am in the morning chattin abt random events..
haha
and
i must say..today's performance was a blast!!..

aniwaes..
im all out of words to say..

just wanna say thanks to 'arifah..
u rock la!!!..^_^
thxz for helpin me..^_^
thxz for the long..long..long..long..uber long chat..
i needed it after a long time..
^_^

cant wait to walk home..nyeheheh..
walkin down memory lane..


awoosh out!!

a new quote i learned.

check out this quote i've learned..
kinda cool

light thinks it travels faster than anything in the world but,its wrong. No matter how fast it travels,it finds that the darkness got there first and is waiting for it.


freakin cool quote man..
hehe

awoosh out!

so close to a meltdown

hey guys! awoosh here with not a post actually..i just want to vent my anger abit so..
here it goes..



just trying to control it..
just keeping it in..
i just cant..
words just cant describe the excruciating verbal torture..
the insanity of how painful the hurt is..

i've been keeping this in me for far too long..
it feels like im gonna pop sooner or later.
hurt,pain,sorrow,betrays,backstabs,denial,lies,griefs,scars.
just keep storing inside me..

u ppl dont care how i feel..
u onli care abt urselves..
selfish..
just like the world..

and everytime a person "cheers me up"
it only means that my meltdown would only get postponed.
it can never be vanquished..
u claim u got a lot of problems..
u know why? coz YOU ARE the source of the problems..

venting my anger here is not enough but sure is a good way..
to keep myself blowing my top infront my love ones..

and u have to make me so pissed off while im sick and not in the best shape and having a rather F*cked up day...

i tell u, one of these days..
one of these days..
*sigh..


well..im done..
hehe
*sniff..
great..im still sick..


awoosh out..

a disease that has no cure.

seriously..


aniwaes..
rite now..i am stuck at home..
dying away..
rotting in my room..
i feel that..
there aint nothin to do anymore..
like

OUH MY CHEEZ!

= ___ =

*sigh..ok so tml is rhya meeting day..
and..
sectionals..
it kinda clashes but
i think im going for the rhya thingy first..
so..im all blank rite now..
nth much..


awoosh out!!

sweet sweet delights!

YUMMY YUMMY CHEESECAKE!!!
=)

omg..

today was like uber tiring coz..

i just got back from K.L yesterday night..

and i couldnt sleep..

so..in the mornin i was like half closed eyes..

-_-..

haha..

so in the afternoon had CHEESECAKE!!

so delicious!!!

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

then bought a bag of ruffles(CHEESE)

but azilah tak bagi..

she took the whole thing and ate it all!!!

small girl..BIG appetite

haha..

had a wonderful day..

awoosh out!

ahh..
alrite peeps!!

awoosh is back!!
^_^!!

*inhale..
*exhale..
*streches..
*cracks fingers..

alrite so..
not saying that i had loads of fun in K.L
i mean..it was a great get away from life
"for awhile"
but where has the feeling gone to?
the feeling called "fun"?

i didnt feel it..
even though it was a long five days..
O_O..
hairan aku nii..
*scratches head..
well..
i dono lah!
so..a few more hours till the sun rises..and i cant sleep!!
typical of me..

and better yet..tomoro there's band pract!!
woot..
aniwaes..someone misses me..
lol..

someone..
lol..

so..i bought a new watch..a new bag..new shoes..and a new attitude..

watch out peeps!!
this years colour scheme is all about white and green yalls!!

be prepared for a new year..
and the last year..

ok so..
a few more hours till i depart for K.L..
and..
i still cant find my phone anywhere..

and..
its gonna be a boring trip..
very very very boring trip indeed..
so..this is my last post until i get back from K.L
and i just want to say good bye to everyone..
coz i've got no phone to message

so internet is an alternative..
-_-..
where's my phone...


..
..
..
..
..

klah..better finish packin..
i'll see ya'll when i get back..

awoosh out!

the loss of something precious

ok..so..
guess wat happened?

i lost my phone..
i know for some of you peeps..

you'd be thinkin..
ch' cmon fird its just a stupid phone..u could just buy a new one..

i'll be like damn homey..
if u think ur so rich buy for me a new one then..
aniwaes..its not about the phone..
its wats inside..
pictures..music..videos..
of my past..

those vivid memories i have left..
stored into the little device..
its like my whole life in the "stupid thing"

so..i've been searching seemingly endlessly..
but so far no luck but just false hope
thinkin that i still might be able to find it..

but..reality is cold..
real cold..
and now then i realised..
its gone for good.

awoosh out..

u can stop playing hide and seek now phone..i give up..u can come out now..

seriously..

now..

=(

once a chapter closes, another one begins

RHYA CAMP was "THE BOMB"

i mean..seriously..

i miss my pals man!
its been a long time since i've met them..
and..it has been a great reunion..
unfortunately,i couldnt turn up for my groups project presentation..-_-..bummer..
but i heard it wasnt bad..

after that,
had YAS night!!
with 15mins of dancing non stop..
a dance battle..
and tecktonic peeps!!

AHH..
the glory days..

still wont forget u joshua..
thxz for the kiss..
love to smooch u too someday..but im not gay..so..
haha..i appreciate it loads!

ahh..too many ppl im missin now..
well..thats the part i hate the most abt camps..

anyways..

LONG LIVE SPECTRUM!
(my group)

LONG LIVE COHORT 6!

LONG LIVE THE RACIAL HARMONY YOUTH AMBASSODORS!

LONG LIVE THE AH BROTHERS?
lol..

awoosh out!

mood swings.

im so sorry

im a teenager..
cmon..
i cant help but get mood swings once in a while
i mean..
its so unpredictable..

how i hate it..

aniwaes..
i would like to apologise..
to..umm..
uhh..
everyone i showed disrespect to..

i guess..
there's somethings in this world that cannot be tamed.
feelings are one of them..
but..
as i grow..
i'll learn to control..

awoosh out.
sorry again.

according to my time..
its 4.35 am..
lol..
yeah
its morning ppl!

well..its nth new to me..
lol..do it all the time..since i cant sleep..
and there's nth goin on tml..
so..
why not?
so im staying up lah..
lol
aniwaes..just got back from J.B abt 4 hours ago..
suppose to be up torning with das but he cant take it today
lol..
cian dier..

aniwaes..
abt my flu?
yeah its subsiding..
im feeling better..
hehe cool
thanks zila.=)

ok so..plan for the week:
monday-band
tuesday-RHYA CAMP
wednesday-RHYA CAMP
thursday-RHYA CAMP/band
friday-RHYA CAMP/sembahyang jumaat
saturday- no plans
sunday- no plans

lol..lookin forward to RHYA camp..
the last RHYA camp before i stand down..
lol..
well..next year no more camp for me..
'O' lvl punyer psl uh..
-_-
aniwaes..

that's all i have to post for now..
i guess..
haha

awoosh out!
thanks again zila(adek ang's terbaiks.)

down with flu..
umm..today was a..
very boring/dull/bland/awful day.
due to my flu..
-_-

so had band prac as usual.
and how i love havin band practs in the morning..
haha
cool..
yeah..
so after band got a slight headache..
so i was feelin all moody again..

ughh..i feel miserable..
*sniff*
ugghh..
so..to warm myself up?
why not?
mace work did the trick..
siap ngan hoodie skali hah!
fuyooh!
shiok..
wish i could have did mace work the whole day..

haish..
aniwaes..i got burnt..
and idk how i got it..
i think its bcoz of the mace work..
yeah..should be..
ouchies..

so today..its abit DARK green for me..
a lil under the weather i guess..
haish..
have i told u how miserable i am rite now?
*sigh..
i think imma go now..
yeah..
*sniff*

* ACHOOO!!!*

...

awoosh out..
*sniff*

dame u flu..~_~

yeah! so im back from NCO camp..
and guess wat?
i got sunburnt!!!
ouchies..
haha
aniwaes..
imma missin my peeps from NCO rite now..
jamal,mamad,hamirul,damien,jarrad,gerome etc..
ahhh!!!
dame..
this is wat i hate abt camps out of school..
u'll have to depart to our own seperate ways after camps..
that's wat happened to RHYA camp too..haish..
memories..
ok so now..still waitin for damien to make the 35Th NCO camp grp in facebook..
haha
alrite..
i guess that's all from me..^_^

awoosh out!!
socialism rocks..

NCO camp 09-by qin=]

Heylo people of my cuxie fwen!!!!
today fird had his NCO camp..he had fun but in co-incidence he met MUA!!!! ISNT THAT WONDERFUL!!!!!
i got my dance camp on the second level n he has his NCO camp on the first level...oh yeah n the pic u see me..that is soo not me..... my hair is not short.....klaa..i pas this to fird!!
tatatititutu!!!! =]

O_O..uhh..ouh..kay..
so uh..hey guys!
i believe u guys just met my cuzzie..-_-..
aniwaes yeah..met her today at NCO..
no wait..not at NCO..during NCO..
seems like i lost my mace..or someone took it by mistake..
ch..
so i was like so afraid that i lost it!!
and u know where i found it? at the other end of campus..

i know..shocking isnt it?
aniwaes..after 3 days of mace workk..i have to say that people who are comin for my pass out parade this friday are really going to be impressed
trust me..i will be spinning the mace like a mad fool..
the gimmicks are so freaki unbelievable..

so pls come to CCAB on friday,6th november,5.45p.m.
how to get there? simple..just take the MRT to NEWTON. turn left,go up the escalator and take bus 171 until you see a NUS signboard and a field near there, u alight..and make ur way to the field..and thats all..
simple..

so i'll c u guys there!

awoosh out!
Qin said bye..-_-

so hey peeps! amir here once again A.K.A awoosh
alrite..
so uhh..the last two days..
went to das house..
and OMG..it was so freakin AWESOME!!

on the 1st day..we went to watch G.I joe again..
(never get tired of that)
and on the second, we played with his keyboard and this really addictive game..
and das was like..
how to get this? ehh cool ah!! WOAH!!

and i was like chill dude..its just a game..
lol..
and..we saw this hardstyle vid..
OMG!! pro sia the person do HARDSTYLE!!
so pro..
and we laughed!!
OMG!! freakin EPIC

so uhh here's the link to the vid..enjoy..

: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4cfNHL_CSrc&feature=PlayList&p=305802B3A1380155&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=30

highly recommended to those who wants to learn hardstyle and shuffling..^_^
it will change ur lifes forever
guaranteed to make u laugh ur ass off..

awoosh out!

today was absolutely positively delightful!
ok..i think i exaggereted on the english abit there..
ouh well..an attept to strenghten my english..
EPIC FAIL..

muahaha..anyways..
today was the first NCO briefing and judging by the looks of things..i think im pretty siked for this camp..
hey look on the bright side..i met some of my pri sch fwens!! alrite!! rifqi and bernard!!

woot!!..
anyways after the whole thing, got my balls pummelled by dada's heavy bag..woah..the excruciating pain!!!
dada still can laugh some more..sheesh!!

aniwaes..came back to the band room..and..well..it was fun really..then go home..

at home..
finally chatted with someone after so long..
haha
chatted abt some of the problems i was facing and yeah..
had a really great chat..
u rock lah..habes habesan nyer..
muaha!

thxz for being the listener..
finally i could voice out and be heard..
then talked abt crap abt the sexuality lecture in the morning..yeah..
u were so hyper!! muahaha!!

so i'll just end off here i guess..until next time..!!
peace yall's!

awoosh out!

problems/challenges

these problems i have..
they are just too..
too..
gah..
words wont do good explaining it..

my family cant help..friends cant do much either..
i need someone to hear my call of distress..
i need a listening ear..
i have had enough of listening..now its my turn to do the talking but there is no one to listen to wat i want to say.

i cant express them in words..
showing u wat i mean is just no use..
i just need to be heard..

already thought of losing hope..what's the use?
people take me for granted and step all over me..
and when i lose abit of steam they are scared and say im too fierce.
i've had enough of that bull shit..
you want me fierce? i'll show you how fierce i can be.

i have had enough of u..
wish i never met u..
did u come into my life just to ruin it up for me?
i am not affiliated to u..
stop calling me bro..
i am not ur real brother..
just an imposter..
thats what i am..

awoosh out..
p.s..this post is not to school friends..
so friends from school..ur safe..

for now..

A forgotten memory lost forever.

i was walking around in woodlands yesterday after band..
probably around 8+..
roaming aimlessly around the area and..
i took a deep inhale
and sat down..
i looked up and there were stars..
countless number of them..
and i realised that where i sat on brought back those memories..
the good old times..

life was much easier..much more relaxed..
and despite all that..i cant help but be a kid u kno?
well..ofcourse i always wanna have fun..but still..
i had my boundries..

so i looked at the time..its was like 12.30a.m..
wow..flashbacks made the time pass so fast..

the time where i discovered what it truely meant to be friends..
it was hard because being children,we are often too naive and selfish to care abt the ones we are close to..
primary school days never looked better..
i just wish i could turn back time and re-live those glory days..

*sigh but too bad time doesnt wait for anyone and im way out of that..

love at that time was puppy-love..it was all fake..
hah..just crushes everywhere..
for me..just mind my own business..i wasnt interested..
with all these puppy dog love..there's bound to be complications..
from someone as dumb as me..i became very smart in advice giving and relationships..the reason being alot of my friends come to me for advice..
being a great advice giver..is just me.

the problem is..i cant solve my own problems..
how do u give advice to an advice giver when the advice giver cant solve their own problems..?
how many ppl u know is a great advice giver..who u can share everything with and solve problems? very few i can say..
not tryin to brag or anithing but i am a great advice giver..^_^..

and ppl cant help solve my problems..
its not that they are incapable or anithing..its just that..
they just have not experience my pain.
experience is what makes a good lesson.
learning can only take place through experience..

awoosh out..
pity no one could help..

thinking..pondering..

counting down..

as the hours pass by..i sit here..
pondering and what has been done..
for the past year..until this moment..
what have i accomplished?
what are my goals?
what actions have i taken?
where do i stand now?
have i changed?
has the world change?

these are some questions that are coursing through my head..
the reason is..tomoro,i will be getting the results..
results that determines my own future..
i hope that i have improved from where my downfall began.
it really hurts when i see myself..deproving..and each time
going lower and lower..how much lower could i bring myself?

this is a reaflection..of me..in sec 3 life..

now this is my final hours..to pray for the best result..
tomorrow is the moment of truth..
i just hope that it is enough for me to get through the next round..

awoosh out

OUH HOT DAME!!

check it out peeps!! im now at my uncles house and we're rockin on his new Xbox360!!
hell yeah!!
exams are over so he invited me to chill with em..
awesomee!!

currently playing call of duty:world at war..simply the best game ever!! love it!!
imma pwn them with my rifles!!
lol..
gonna play halo 3 afterwards..
cant wait for that!

wow..my uncle's got some of the best games in town!!
resistance:fall of man
burnout
halo3
prototype
assasin's creed
call of duty:world at war
ahhh!! i wanna play all of them!!

so..imma get back to my gaming business now..
see ya laterz..

awoosh out!
im a badass hardcore gamer..
well..cancel the badass part..

advice for them fellas?! wooh!

Alrite!!
i now know how to play down-jay sean ft lil wayne
well..actually only one part..
but hey!
i'll learn the rest!
(after exams)

but aniwaes..knowing the world, it doesnt give a shit abt wat i've learnt..
i know that from experience..

so aniwaes..i donno why but i feel like blogging abt couples..especially the "new" ones..
this is to all the fellas..
aite..

do not rush things..
quit being so desperate
and seriously dont act cute..it really ruins the manly image..
relax,dont be too tensed..or esle she'll think ur scared of her or something.
joke around when your with her..that alwaes brings the mood up..
be a good listener..girls really want to be heard..
notice details..hair,make up,reaction,laughter..so that you'll know her more..
come up with good topics..politics are a no-no(unless ur girl is a political freak)..
be polite..dont interupt when she's doing something..
dont be too sarcastic..it'll make her think that your being very arrogant and indifferent..
tell her how you feel about her DIRECTLY..that will show her how much you feel towards her..and it is very daring of a guy to do that..
sometimes they say they are not interested but look on the bright side..you finally got it off your chest and then you have lesser things to worry abt.
create a speacial handshake..that would make her feel..different from the other peeps..
never let your anger out on her..if you really love her,dont do it..it ruins the relationship and she'll lose trust in you and the relationship itself..
sometimes..girls need their own space to relax..you gotta know when that time is so u dont worsen the situation.
DO NOT bluff your love for her..be proud that you love her..i dont understand guys nowadays..ehh u like her rite? no lah..fren fren only..ch..typical..if it really is true that u are frens then get the facts rite..
in the conversation..never stay silent..it shows that u are uninterested abt her and you dont want to talk to her..


Phew! thats alot of tips!
well..dont ask me how i know this things..
i just know them by experience and by observation alone..^_^
i always try to advise the best of my advising abilities..
my dream occupation: game designer..but if that doesnt work out..maybe a lecturer or maybe a phsyciatrist..solving peoples problems..
hah! nice..

aniwaes..thats all from me..

awoosh out!
hah..advice giver..

it really hurts to see

hey guys!! umm..amir here! duhh..
today was emaths paper 1 and history!
and i think that..overall..i did great..
i have a good feelin that i will pass my maths this time..
insyaallah..

so yeah..supposed to go peninsula today but..
someone had to go ruin it..
i hate you very much!

so sat outside bookshop and spend time with my senior..
ELENA!!
(best senior ever!)
i mean like totally dude!! she rocks!

so we started designing the section JACKET 1st
so we designed until we ran out of creative juices.
so after that,we played two games..
shoot,shack,marry and would you rather..
its was so funny!! haha!
i grossed out el with my best shoot shack marry and would you rather! i rock at that game!

*sigh..good times..good times..
so around 3+ said my fairwell and wishes and im off!

thus this leads to why i am sitting here.
hah! cant get combine humanities outta my head
aniwaes..thats all from me!

awoosh out! cheeseycheesecakewithcheeseycheesecheese!

*sniff..

hey guys! wassup?
check it out! its 12 in the morning!!
well..it the end of the day!!
YATTA!!! aniwaes..just now had my open house..
ugh..
and now im having a slight flu..
lah..
i hate it wen my nose goes "running"..
susah tau nak tangkap..

aniwaes..had a really exhausting day and tomoro morning is off to my usual jog around woodlands..
hah!! cant wait for that!

so lets talk abt exams now..
paper one: i had difficulty choosing a topic!!
1st time in my entire career i went blank..
so i wrote on a topic "victory"
until i realise that i didnt have any idea..
so i took a new piece of paper and chose a next topic: disobeying your elders.
and i had abt 30 mins to finish it..
-_-

lol..i knoe..complete waste of time..but i feel that if i hadnt changed topic i would have been masacred.
paper two was slightly easy. i was expecting a much more challenging and more sophisticated passage but..it was a good one!

hope all my hard work pays off..

awoosh out!
uugh..this flu is irritatin..

dammit!! just dammit!!!
what the hell is wrong with me!!

i just cant seem to find a peace of mind anymore!
ppl are just bugging me with lame comments and stupid responses!!

Just S.T.F.U lah..
i've had enough bullsh#t for the past week..
cut me some slack will you?!

what have i done wrong to all of u resulting to this?
WTF is wrong with you ppl..
becoz of ppl like u..
i had to control my anger and stay silent..
and punch the wall every-single time i came home..

i just couldnt let my anger out on u ppl..
its called RESPECT..

i respect u guys so thats why i dont want to blow up but..

DONT YOU DARE LOSE THE RESPECT I HAVE FOR YOU..

its by those little things you do to me that makes me pissed.
juniors..i know you guys dont know me that well as compared to the seniors..

i hate being push around.i definately dont like being treated like sh#t.
when i want to move.i move. its not your job to make my decisions
DONT YOU DARE TRY TO MOVE ME AGAIN..

im really sorry i had to post this but..i really cant stand it anymore.
you ppl are adding stress to the enormus chunk of stress im already facing.
exams..

*sigh..
dammit..

today,
i dont know why but as the days go by..
i start losing control of my anger..
im enraged by something but,i dont know what is it that makes me
sorta agitated..

so yeah im pretty pissed off over something but its like being pissed off for nothing.

so, as for those who dont know me well enough..i hurt myself when i am angry.
either mentally or physically.
punching walls was getting old so..now i've started to do mace work instead..
its much more fun than breaking your own knuckles..
and besides..its more painful..especially if u catch it wrongly
double flip does the work pretty nicely..
me likey the feelin of pain..
it soothes me..somehow..

i know u think im a psycho freak who loves to hurt myself but its just how i deal with my probs..
different ppl have different approaches to solve their problems..
its just that..mine's abit painful..

awoosh out..
so the outcome of wat i did leads to the destruction of the mace and blue-black marks and swelling on my hand.

so yesterday was the first day of raya and seriously seyy..
the hari raya mood..
its gone..
i dont kno y but it feels very dull this year.

aniwaes..yesterday i seek forgiveness..
and u wanna kno wat happened?
i ended up giving a speech..
OMG!!
aniwaes..i think my speech was like so uber touching that..MOM CRIED!!!
i saw tears in dad's eyes!!
aahh!! wow! i hope thats happy tears..
so basically i said that im sorry for the times i made them feel disheartened for the actions i did. they were the best parents in the whole wide world.they have thought me well. thank you for guiding me to where i am today.

blah blah blah continues the speech...

and yeah..
wiped the tears off my mom's cheeck, told her i loved her and kissed her cheek.

well..kinda touching i guess

haha.. i love them so muchies!!

To: Faisal Bin Mohd Isa and Siti Faridah Bte Omar.
i love u!
and thank you

awoosh out!

YO everyone!! check it out!
its hari raya!!
OUH.EHM.GEEZ!!
its finally here!!
woots!!

but..i believe its not just abt collecting money during hari raya.
NO.
i believe its abt seeking forgiveness for wat u did wrong and hope that they will accept ur apology with an open heart.

hari raya is a speacial occasion. when u ask for forgiveness..make sure it comes from ur heart.

take care my fellow muslimin and muslimah..have a happy hari raya celebration.

ouh! before i go!

selamat hari raya! maaf zahir dan batin! saya,md firdaus amir, harap semua orang yang membacai blog firdaus ini akan mengampuni kesalahan yang firdaus telah melakukan atas diri mu. membuat kamu marah,membuat kamu sedih,cakap yang kurang baik tentang mu dan banyak lagi.sekali lagi..maafkanlah dosa dosa ku.
sekian,terima kasih

have a great hari raya celebration peeps but remember to stay safe.

awoosh out!

hey peeps!

check this out!!





CHEESCAKE!! yummy!!
this pic was taken at coffee bean after me n some band membs went for the band performance at victoria concert hall!.

so i was chattin with farisah just now and basically..we talked abt cheesecake! and i got to kno that she's a cheesecake addict too!

i mean cmon! who could resist the great taste of a great cheesecake? well unless ur lactose intolerant..-_-||| sux to be u coz u cant enjoy this delicious treat!

so we talked abt the different kinds of cheesecake and umm it was alot of fun!
well, chattin with farisah was great!
its feels great talkin/chattin to a happy go lucky person.
it makes u feel that there's a sudden change in ur atmosphere!

haha..aniwaes special thxz to farisah for the wonderful chat!
u rock sista!

well thats all from me..

awoosh out! enjoyin cheesecake!
muaha!

so today was a start of the new term and i think it went well..

the best part of the day is the CLD period which was to cover up for the assembly.
its abt the will power to succeed.try.fail? try again..and again and again..

and mr chong posted this question to us.and i find it rather cool to think abt.
the question is: if u die today,wat would ppl remember u for.

and i was like..umm..idk..
and i cant remember wat i wrote but if u ppl out there read this can ya just type down in my tagboard,wat would u remember me by wen im gone.

off to my hmwk!

awoosh out!

happy b.dae to farisah amirah!

hmm..september babies..uncommon..
-Qin
-Farisah
-my beloved uncles!
-one of my unties

OMG! thats all?!

lol fine lah watever..

happy b.dae to u all!!

you see.. the problem with this generation is that..

WE TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED.

what do we take for granted? let me break it own for u.
- time: you all act like u own time. so free.wasting time like its nothing.

- love: commonly abused. you think that u are so handsome/pretty and nothing else matters except ur bf/gf.alot of ppl out there arent loved.they're alone. stop disposing ppl like they're ur toilet paper.

- money: for those who are working,u can feel the pain.as for those who dont.dont keep askin money from ur parents! dont u kno it hurts? try giving $10 to ur lil bro/sis for them to go out with their friends.atleast do something so that the money could be like a reward.

-studies: some of u ppl out there are working ur ass off.the others..slacking. yo ppl. suffer now enjoy later. ever heard of that saying? dont enjoy now..its not worth it. perhaps enjoy wat u can now.

-resources: handphones,mp3/4/5/6 watever..laptop,internet,psp,nitendo and watever shet. arent we wasting precious time when we could do other productive things? i understand that u wanna relax sometimes. quote "SOMETIMES" its not 24 hrs a day ur eyes are glued to the screen.

-parents: you think that they'll be there for u forever.taking care of u.spoon feeding u every step of the way. well i've got news for ya..they arent.so stop kidding around and grow up already.be matured.help ur parents instead of them helping u.

so..there are alot more things that we take for granted.

we are spoilt. we are different from prophets time.
how i wish i could have lived in those era and not suffer here.

awoosh out

its friday!!! ahhh!! 3 more daes till school reopens!!
and basically..

i love cheesecake.

yeah..mmm..cheesey..=)

so. i need someone to accompany me to the library to do hmwk!! i cant concentrate at home!
its too distracting.. -_-'''

anyone? anyone at all?

i cant finish my hmwk with these crazy maniacs running around the house!!
its too maniacal!

well..

thats that..

awoosh out!

its friday!!! ahhh!! 3 more daes till school reopens!!
and basically..

i love cheesecake.

yeah..mmm..cheesey..=)

so. i need someone to accompany me to the library to do hmwk!! i cant concentrate at home!
its too distracting.. -_-'''

anyone? anyone at all?

i cant finish my hmwk with these crazy maniacs running around the house!!
its too maniacal!

well..

thats that..

awoosh out!

hmm.. u guys noe wat? i found out something rather interesting lately..
and u knoe wat? i think imma try it..
lets see if u can figure it out..

so.. tdoae is wdsneady and im berod..
usaul..

so..nth esle to do..
i cllaed up my czzuie and aksed if she wntaed to chlil..
so we dediced to do our hwmk fisrt befroe we wtcah a mvoie..
gussed wat we wtcah..

G-FORCE..
ctue lil giuena pgis!!
lvoe it!
hgihly recmomneded for cihlrden udner 10..
its feraikn fnuny!!
and atcion pcak as wlel..


well this is the end of my post..

its different huh?
well.. can ya read it?
it looks giberrish but u can read it!
just rearrange the letters!
well..actually..some dude from god knows where found out that if u find a word..for example ' LOVE '
leave the first and last letters alone and switch the two letters in the middle like ' LVOE '
you would still be able to read it!! cool huh? muahaha!!


so.. ocne aigan i wuold like to say hppay b.ade to my czzuie CQIN.. u rock sista!

aoowsh out!

paece!

hey guys!

so,lets get started.
yesterday went to Qin's house..
it was her burp.dae..
and..i pity her..

coz..her life was so freakin hard!
i mean..now..if one of her siblings fail one freakin subject..
they cant go out..
coz..thier father/my uncle..refuse to drive.

bummer..
so,im greatful for my parents!! i wuv u guys!

speakin of parents.. hope ur mom recovers soon 'arifah! dont worry! ur mom will pull through insyallah!! hai!

aniwaes..today is tuesday and..IM BORED TO DEATH!!

currently chattin wif my "adek" azilah..
coz she's bored and im her main source of entertainment now..-_-'''

so..going to youtube now to watch laughing babies..
i donno why but its so fun..

awoosh out!

so.. 2 more hours of fasting before breaking fast..
well..
basically..cant wait..haha
so..counting down..
2 weeks more!!

ok so current events..

im so slacking in my studies!!
i really have to buck up!
i mean..really stop fooling arnd and really study my ass off..
i really have to mug!
and..its easier spoken than done..
well better get started..

this one week i wont slack no more..
hope i wont..

i must pass my exams..
i MUST pass my exams..
I MUST PASS MY EXAMS!!!

jia you awooshie!!

awoosh out!

hey dudes! ok so currently im in the com lab rite now.
y u ask?
we have to do 5 online quizzes!
yeah! 5!!!

waliao!
aniwaes.. luckily im done..
so now im wasting time with facebook and blogger..woot!
so..imma go off now..and have fun really!


awoosh out!

hey guys!
i just came back from the section leaders course!
and dame it was tiring!
cmon! wat ya expect? dover road man!!

well wen we reach there..all of us was lyke so blur sotongs..

so the day started.
it started off with a 3-4hr speech by mr miles.
from eastern Kentucky.and he said this.
where i come from,we raise horses..not chicken.
there's no kentucky fried chicken there.

and we was lyke..umm..ok mr miles..

then we had a second part to the course which is an instrument course..
dame fun man!! Mr Toru Hisou rocks! he's so chubby and cute!
he's japanese accent really made him very authentic.

then blablabla had sectionals with hym..he played a few simple yet melodious tunes
and we went back to the auditorium.
there..
we had a treat.
all the instructors performed for us!
how delightful!
they play english folk song suite movement 1 and 3 and overture 2.
plain awesome!
if i had a chance to go again..
the answer is count me in!

awoosh out!