why put in soo much effort for something small?

hmm.. mom asked a very interesting question just now.

why are you putting in soo much effort for something insignificant? you are wasting alot of time on this you know? couldnt you just settle for something simpler?



well, i dont mean to argue.. but, i feel that, something small which i have dedicated my hardwork,sweat and a lil bit of blood into, is not just for the fun of it. it just gives me a sense of satisfaction with every little detail i do. yes, it may be small in a way, but it is way way way significant that you can ever imagine. if it wasnt.. i wouldnt be cracking my skull to get my lazy buttock doing this. i could've just do it the easy way. but no. i prefer this way coz it says alot of what i am. it shows my true motif. this is a piece of what i am in that piece of item you list as "insignificant".



i do it because i want to. not because i have to.



after this, mom gave me a sweet smile. (i dont know what it means)


hmm... guessed i poured everything out...

my scacrifices will not be in vain... i hope.



awoosh out! =)